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He lets out a grunt of rage and I grab his hands. I know this is driving him crazy, but he needs to understand my point. “Please. I told him I was seeing someone. I told him this couldn’t keep going last night. He got angry but he left me alone. It’s over,” I conclude more to reassure myself than him.

Last night was a big mistake. I don’t know if I thought I could be friends with Jake or if I was just too deep into our cat and mouse game to make rational decisions, but I should have never gone to the ball with him. I should have never followed him to the cafeteria. I should have never allowed him to get this close. For the first time I truly fought back. After months of letting him play with me, I finally told him my first ‘no’. And Jake proved to be simply dangerous.

All those months he bullied me he was in control. When he loses that control, he’s lethal and even I couldn’t bring him back. I don’t want this. I shouldn’t want this. Last night was the end of whatever was going on between me and him.

“If anything else happens, anything, he’s dead.” Nathan’s voice is a confirmation that he’s the one I should be around. He’s always there for me, he’s my protector, he’s my guardian angel.

“Nothing will happen. I promise.”

“I trusted you, ‘Me…”

“And I messed up. I did. I-I’m a fool for taking you for granted.” The tears streaming down my face are warm, but they don’t taste salty. They taste bitter. I let Jake get in the way of my relationship with Nathan. I let him play me…for what? To be another notch on his belt?

Nathan takes a step toward me and grabs my face with both his tattooed hands, his fingers threading the hair at the back of my head, his thumbs wiping my tear-streaked cheeks.

“I can’t let you fuck this up,” he admits. “I can’t give up on us.” A deep breath, his eyes darting away from me for a second, and I know what’s coming next. “I’m in love with you, ‘Me.”

His words warm up my soul, spread a tingle of excitement and happiness through my whole body. He brings his face to mine and kisses my forehead, waiting for my consent to take this further.

“I love you too,” I whisper back.

If Jake is set on destroying my entire being, Nathan is a promise to shield my soul.

I lean back and push on my toes to deposit a kiss on his lips. He licks the hem of my lips and I part them for him. Our tongues play with each other before everything gets hotter.

He grabs me by the waist and lifts me until I wrap my legs around his waist.

I deepen the kiss, exploring his mouth like I haven’t seen him in years. He carries me back to the bed and puts me down before coming on top of me. He pushes my top above my breasts and devours them like it’s his last meal. I cry in pleasure and his hands pull down my leggings.

“Don’t. Ever. Betray me. Again.” He covers my body in bites and kisses after each word and slides his hand between my legs. My insides are already melting for him and I know he’ll find me wet and willing.

He cups my pussy and brings his face above mine. “You got that?” he insists. He makes his point by sliding a finger in me easily.

“Yes,” I moan. “Yes, got it.”

He slides another finger and starts pumping. My cries come at his rhythm and the way he possesses me gets the best of me.

“I thought we were clear that I don’t share. I thought you were a good girl, Jamie,” he growls.

My hips follow his movement and my cries come louder.

“Will you be a good girl from now on? Will you be very good to me?”

I nod, incapable of forming any coherent word.

“Say it,” he orders in a low voice. “Promise me, you won’t talk to him again.”

His hand retreats slightly, forcing my eyes to shoot open.

“Look me in the eyes and promise me, Jamie.” Nathan’s voice is dark, his fingers almost violent when he enters me again. I cry out in pleasure, but try to keep my eyes on him.

“I promise,” I pant. “I’m so sorry for what I did. I promise you, Nathan.”

He controls my body into an overwhelming orgasm and collapses next to me. I rise on my knees, undoing his pants. I pull everything down at the same time and lick my lips at the sight of his erect dick.

“Show me how sorry you are, beautiful,” he whispers.

I lower my head and take him between my lips. I lick the precum that’s already leaking. He tastes salty and my mouth waters at the thought of taking him, of finally taking everything further. I open my mouth and he slides in, but I quickly struggle with his length.

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