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He lifts his hand and wipes my tears away. “Honey, you arenotdisgusting. You’re gorgeous. Really, really fuckinggorgeous.” His gaze sticks on mine as he says it, sending warmth through me.
“You’re just saying that. You feel sorry for me.” I cry harder.God, I’m a mess. Someone save me. Isn’t there an escape button somewhere, or a rewind? I could really use a rewind right now.
Carson bites back a smile. “I don’t feel sorry for you, honey. I feel love for you, and Ilovethe way you look right now.” He’s told me he loves me a million times over the years, but never like this. Never intimately with the two of us alone. He pulls back the sheet and nods toward my stomach. “May I?”
My body is already exposed to him in a way I haven’t exposed myself to anyone. Not like this. Not while I’m bloated and gross.
For some reason, I nod.
He brushes his rough hand up my leg and rubs over my stomach. “I’ve never touched a pregnant belly before.”
“Really? Never?”
He shakes his head. “You know what you’re having?”
“A girl. I’m thinking I’ll name her Tess after my mom.”
“Tess,” he repeats, moving his hand in circles over my stomach. “I like that.”
My clit is on fire, throbbing, aching, desperate. My pussy is wet, and though this should be considered innocent touching, I need his cock.
The baby shifts and my eyes widen. “Did you feel that?”
He shakes his head. “No. She moved?”
I nod and grip his hand in mine, sliding it toward the spot on my belly where her feet are pressing through.
His eyes light and his mouth drapes open.
Somewhere around this time, my heart crushes into a thousand pieces. Maybe because I know I’ll never feel this withanyone, not for real. I’ll never have a moment where the love of my life holds my belly in awe as our baby kicks.
“Wow. This is crazy.” Carson moves his hand, following Tess as she squirms in my stomach. “I can feel her toes.”
I nod, and without thought, I lift my nightgown pointing toward the spot where her little feet make indents on my stomach.
“Fuck! You can see her feet. Is that normal?” His brows are narrowed playfully.
“Yeah, that’s normal. Tickle them. She’ll respond.”
He presses against her foot and Tess rolls away and meets him with a hand. Carson is in awe. I see it all over his face. Which only makes me love him more. Which only makes this hurt more. Which only makes my pussy ache more. Which only makes me want to tell him the truth about how I feel.
“She’s going to be amazing, honey. I already know it. If she’s half as good as you, she’ll have it made.”
I stagger in a breath and stare toward Carson. Our gaze sticks on one another, and while I try to look away, I can’t.
I really can’t. It’s like a universal force.
My heart warms and swells, and my breath picks up. Tears well in my eyes and Carson’s sandpaper hand brushes my cheek.
He hasn’t looked away, not once.
My belly still exposed, he leans in and lands a soft kiss against my mouth. My thighs ache and my heart beats at an ungodly speed.
What’s happening?
Again, another kiss. This one with more pressure, a growl in his throat.
“You’re a good girl. You know that?”
