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We ate our meal in relatively silence. Our gazes kept meeting, and tension hung around the room in waves. I held off my conversation with her because I wanted nothing heavy to come between us to ruin Khadejah’s appetite.
“Everything was delicious. I can’t eat another bite,” Khadejah said and stood from the table when we finished eating. I’ll put the left overs in the fridge and wash our dishes.”
“No, you don’t have to do that,” I replied standing to my feet.
“You fed me, that’s the least I could do,” she said in a rush. “Thanks for dinner by the way “
A frown crosses Khadejah’s face before she had time to mask it, then she covered it by a smile and glanced up at me with an apprehensive look in her eyes.
“We never did talk. What did you want to talk to me about?” Khadejah asked and started to carry the leftover food to the fridge.
“I…” I paused and started to gather the dishes, carried them over to the sink before I resumed speaking again. “Khadejah will you keep an open mind and hear me out?” I asked hopefully.
Khadejah nodded but took a step back from me when I walked closer to her. My body craved to be closer to her. To hell with talking my mind screamed but I knew unless we talked a certain amount of distance would remain between us.
“Okay talk,” Khadejah finally replied. Her russet colored eyes held mine, and I knew I had to pour my heart out if I wanted to gain her trust.
Apprehension cloaked the atmosphere around us. With focused determination, I searched my heart for the right words to say. I grabbed hold to her hand but Khadejah yanked it away. I allowed her to for the time being, but she wouldn’t keep me at a distance for long. That is a promise. “Look, I'm not going to waste your time, so I'll just go straight to the point. First, I'd like to apologize for the embarrassment I made you go through the other night we were together in the dressing room and even though you've shown signs of not wanting to talk about it no matter how hard I tried to get to be with you alone. I only feel remorseful for what she said to you, but I'm not sorry for what happened between the two of us there.” He declared, looking into my eyes and I had no option than to do same.
I saw it as strange how he avoided talking about his lady friend, he didn't even mention her name and the fact that he wasn't remorseful about what went down between us suddenly made me uncomfortable.
“I believe we talked about this some weeks ago, and I'll still tell you what I told you then, Seth, I hold no grudge whatsoever. It's fine.” She told me honestly and added, “Can we just forget about what happened between us in the dressing room that night?”
She looked at me with a strange change in her demeanor, and I couldn't help but wonder what it meant. Then I spoke. “No, I won’t forget--, I can’t forget the intimate moment we shared together. Even though Ashley interrupted us, I will never regret what happened.” A hint of pain pierced my heart. There was something different about her that got me edgy. I began losing my composure. I waited, then continued speaking.
“I want you...” I started off then paused as if to look for the right words so she would understand the truthfulness of my words. “I've thought about this for a long while, but I want you to know that the feeling I have isn't all about sex with you. I genuinely have feelings for you, Khadejah. I want to be the only man in your life and you the only woman in mine, because I don’t like to share. And for fucks sake stop looking at me like that. “Can you give us a real chance, baby?”
I could feel my blood rising out of my desire for her. Then my heart broke into a thousand pieces from her next words.
“Seth I’ve been a fool once--, not too long ago to be exact. I would be crazy to give your proposal consideration. You want me to agree with being one of your women even after I swore off love and men for good. I have heard about your playboy lifestyle. People talk, especially other women. No one could change that fast and easy… I didn’t want to play a fool again. You Seth Redding are nothing short of a professional Lothario.” She paused, took in a breath, exhaled then continued speaking. “I'm sorry, but if that's all you brought me here to say, then my answer to it is no. I decline in accepting to be “your woman.”
I needed to remain strong and not give up on the only woman that mean more to me than another notch on my bedpost. I must not give in even though my fears urge me to save my pride and not beg. But if begging brings Khadejah back to me then my pride can be damned. I needed to get out of here before I fell into temptation and lost my resolve to remain strong. “Khadejah, I’ve had many women in my lifetime. I never had the type of relationship with any of them that I want with you. Each of the women I had contact with always knew the deal. I wanted to fuck them was made perfectly clear from the onset.
I really don’t know what Ashley’s motives were to storm into my office the way she did playing the victim. She claimed to love me which is a lie. I swear to you there were no feelings involved—we wined— dined and fucked until I had my fill, then our arrangement was over. The women before you came into my life always knew exactly what it was between us. I never led any of them on, including Ashley. Please sweetheart tell me you believe me,” I said and placed my hands on each side of her waist. My hand slid further up her waistline to land at the underside of her soft breast. I couldn’t stand not to touch Khadejah any longer.
“Seth please stop,” Khadejah gasped with a pained look in her eyes.
“Please baby don’t ask me to stop touching you. You gotta believe me, I never meant to hurt you.”
“Seth please,” she pleaded, and my heart rate increased. I knew I was getting through to Khadejah by the look in her eyes, so I forged ahead.
My eyes closed for a moment then opened, begging Khadejah to hear me out. “Please let me love you. Give us a chance , sweetheart. I promise you I won’t let you down. You Khadejah Butler are it for me. I’m never letting you go because I know without a doubt we are meant to be.
My eyes darken, and my hands grab Khadejah even closer to me. I couldn’t stop myself if I tried. I placed my hand on the dip of her lower back, bent my head and assaulted her plump lips with my own. Khadejah gifted me by opening her mouth to receive the entry of my tongue. Our tongues swirled, and I let loose a long tortured groan. Finally, I have my treasure back in my arms again.
Our kisses became deeper and deeper. My hands wandered to her breasts and I kneaded their plush softness in my hands. “I need you Khadejah. Please give yourself to me. I promise you won’t regret it.” My hard length pressed like an unmovable boulder against my slacks.
Khadejah pulled her lips from mine. My eyes opened and met hers. “What did you say?”
“I want to fuck you… then I want to make love to you, but first I need to taste your sweet pussy. My eyes seared into her brown depths. Can I have you sweetheart?” I asked.
“Yes, her head bobbed up and down. Then our lips meet once again. My cock grew harder as my heart rejoiced. I couldn’t believe I was going to be able to express my love for this woman with my heart body and soul.
I swept her up in my arms and took the back stairs off from the kitchen. It was the fastest way to my master bedroom. “Khadejah,” I grunted. You’ve made me so happy by saying yes. My mouth curled into a wide grin. Thank God I had left a lamp burning in the bedroom. The lightning was dim but intimate.
“I fucking need to be inside of you right now sweetheart,” I murmured against her lips. I stepped back for only a second to unzip my slacks and to release my massive erection. I twisted a handful of Khadejah's hair and dragged her head back so that her face is at the right angle to sip from her mouth again.
Then I pushed Khadejah up against the wall, lifted her dress, pushed her panties aside and hefted her onto my shaft. I stilled for a moment taking in Khadejah's tight slit. I let loose a deep guttural groan, then started pumping into her heat with precision.
