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“What if I want you to be eager?” I smile.
“I am going to be as eager as you let me.” He puts his arms on my hips and pulls me against him. He leans his head down as I tilt my head up to him. Our lips brush tentatively against one another for a taste and he pulls back.
“Stay the night with me?” I ask boldly.
“Are you sure?” he checks.
“As sure as a heart attack.” I smile at him.
We walkinto my house and Luke looks around as we go deeper into my cottage. He drops a small bag from his car by the kitchen table and walks into the living room.
“Nice place,” he observes.
“Thanks, don’t mind the mess - I should have cleaned, but I got distracted over what to wear.” I shrug.
“I like your honesty.” He turns his head and smiles.
“I’d rather tell it like it is than live a lie.”
“I’m sure there’s a story there,” he probes, looking at me quizzically.
After a small moment, I take a deep breath, and tell him a little more about my life.
“I know barely anything about my mom, aside from the fact that she’s a raging alcoholic, she lives a life that’s confusing, and I can’t get any answers from her on anything. We barely talk because the majority is gibberish and tears.”
“Wow. I’m sorry,” he says.
“Enough with the heavy shit, how long should we wait to get naked?”
“To the point, eh? Do you only want me for my body?” He playfully crosses his arms over his chest as if he is hiding himself from me.
“I just want to play doctor with you,” I say coyly.
“We have plenty of time for that, why rush things?” he says sincerely.
Why am I rushing things?
Even though it was assumed when we discussed Luke coming to visit, we decide that he is going to stay the night. He offers to sleep on the couch, and despite my attempts for more, he stays firm and doesn’t try to take our night too far. I was not kidding when I asked how long we should wait to remove our clothing, but Luke only allows a little more kissing and stops it when I move to sit on his lap.
I’m growing more and more sexually frustrated, but I get it. We are practically strangers despite the fact that we’ve done a lot of talking in the plan to get to know one another better. I like that he’s being cautious, and he seems like whatever this is to him isn’t just a fleeting thing.
