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“How can we promise you a life together when we’re not sure we’re going to make it past next week?” Kai scoffs, shaking his head slowly. He’s letting his beard grow—bold black but specked with plenty of silver. “Why break your heart like that?”

My heart is aching, yes, but not in that sense. “If today is all we have, why not make the most of it, then?” I say. “I know it’s what you were trying to tell me. I just needed some time to process it, I guess.”

“It’s not fair to you,” Drake says. “Keeping you hidden like this is not fair. You deserve better.”

“And so do you,” I reply. “No one wants to live with this constant need to look over their shoulder. Ever since you told me about Colton and his demands, I’ve been doing the same. It wasn’t until I drove up here that I realized I was constantly checking the rearview mirror, hoping I didn’t pick up a tail on my way. The what-if scenarios that I’ve been trying not to think about … how do the three of you live, knowing you’ve got a whole group of people intent on killing you?”

The men exchange glances. “We’re sort of used to it,” Orion says. “Navy SEALs may be prime fighters, but it also makes us favorite targets for pretty much any insurgent looking to get some clout and appreciation from his fellow warmongers. There used to be bounties on our heads every other week or so.”

“We’d make bets as to which of us would end up in the next ‘Most Wanted’ dark web alert,” Kai chuckles dryly. “I won by a long shot every time.”

“Except Orry is the big prize today,” Drake says, exhaling sharply. “He’s the club president, the big kahuna.”

“We’ll figure it out,” Orion says. “We always do.”

“I’m sorry I was so difficult,” I reply, my chest suddenly feeling lighter as the words come out. “I know you’re just trying to keep me safe. And I understand why our relationship is taboo, even without Colton’s shadow hanging over us. I’m not dumb, just frustrated.”

Orion comes close, taking me in his arms. I lose myself in his embrace, and he kisses my lips ever so softly. “You have every reason to feel that way,” he says, his gaze softening as his eyes search my face. “Nadia, we’re in a difficult situation here. We can’t guarantee we’ll have our lives tomorrow, let alone months from now. But I need you to understand that we want it. I want it—badly, with you and no one else.”

“We all want it,” Kai adds, joining Drake as they huddle around me.

Once more, everything disappears. The world and its troubles wither away like wisps of smoke as I surrender to this precious moment, this one instance where the fates are aligned and in perfect sync.

“I want it, too,” I say, my breath ragged as their hands begin to roam up and down my body.

My breasts feel so tender and soft in Kai’s firm grip. He notices me wincing. “Am I hurting you?”

“I love it,” I whisper. And I do. It’s a new sensation, definitely correlated to my pregnancy. I’ve been mulling over whether or not I should tell them and I’ve decided not to just yet. This isn’t the time or the place. I need them focused on what comes next because Colton won’t stop unless they stop him first. And based on what both Paddy and Dad have told me, there’s only one way that this is going to end. “Don’t stop.”

Until then, I will take what they so gladly wish to give me. “Just like that,” I whimper as he squeezes my nipples through the fabric of my shirt.

Before long, my clothes are on the floor on top of theirs.

The four of us are naked, our bodies hot and wanting. Orion captures my mouth and kisses me like a famished animal, his tongue wrestling mine while Kai gets down on his knees behind me, his lips closing over my wet pussy. He licks me over and over, my core tightening when his fingers slide through my slick folds.

My hands are busy. One stroking Orion’s cock, the other focused on Drake’s while he fondles my sensitive breasts, fingers kneading the flesh and sending jolts of pure lightning through my bones.

“We have today, right now,” Orion whispers as Kai bends me over and spears me with his thick cock. I’m stretched so wide, and I don’t want it to end. If anything, I want more—harder, deeper.

Kai senses my need and obliges wholeheartedly. I take Orion and Drake in my mouth while Kai fucks me hard from behind, hard and fast, pounding like a beast as he grips my hips firmly, his fingers digging into me. He buries himself within me as he comes, his seed filling me to the brim before he gives Drake his turn.

“You’re so fucking beautiful, Nadia,” Drake grunts, his thrusts intensifying while his hand comes around my hip and draws circles over my clit.

Kai lounges on the sofa, watching with lazy eyes and a satisfied grin as I handle Orion and Drake with great care and unending love because that’s what this is. I see it now. It’s love, the purest kind, wrapped in shamelessness and decadence, but it is love, the kind of love that nothing and nobody can ever destroy.

“Come in my mouth,” I tell Orion, my fingers wrapped around his throbbing erection.

Drake slaps my ass as he fucks me into oblivion, fingers flicking my swollen clit until I come crying, until Orion spills his seed on my tongue and down my throat with a husky growl, holding my head in place with both hands so he can give me everything. I look into his dark eyes as he climaxes, shoving his cock deep in my mouth as I swallow every salty, precious drop.

“I love the taste of you,” I manage as Drake’s hand comes around again.

My pussy ripples in sweet ecstasy as he lets himself go, panting and thrusting until he’s got nothing left to give. The three of us sit on the sofa in the afterglow, naked and sweating, hands on one another, catching our breath as we realize that this was one of the most emotionally intense sessions we’ve ever had.

There are unspoken words, words of love and affection that none of us dare to say out loud. I will find the courage to say them someday, provided we survive the coming storm. My body and soul sing with profound satisfaction. I feel safe and protected in their arms.

It doesn’t matter that there’s a lunatic with a pack of bloodthirsty followers out there itching to destroy the Blackthorn Riders. It doesn’t matter that Carla tried to pull that pathetic stunt, either. If anything, she buried herself the minute she sent that text because all it did was bring me closer to my men.

I can’t help but smile.

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