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“Well, that’s Sirius. It’s the brightest star in the sky.”
“Really?” I ask him, looking around, and I think he’s right. “That’s really cool.”
“And that there? That’s Alpha Centauri, the third brightest star. The second brightest is only in the southern hemisphere.”
“What’s that one?” I ask, pointing.
“That’s Betelgeuse. See how it’s reddish?”
I nod. “Yeah, that’s so weird.”
“It’s a red supergiant, about 13,000 times brighter than our sun.”
“Wow. That’s insane.”
“And this.” He takes my hand and points it up at the sky. “This is Procyon. It’s brighter than Betelgeuse, but it’s also way closer.”
I stand there, letting him touch me, not thinking about stars anymore. A shiver runs down my spine, and I realize what’s about to happen even before it happens. I know this is insane, and totally outside of myself, but when he tilts my head back over my shoulder and kisses me, I can’t help it.
I’m totally lost in his lips. I let him kiss me slow and long like that, standing under the stars together. I could listen to him talk about that stuff all night long, but I think I’d rather let him kiss me like this. He feels good, so fucking good, but I can’t get Ryan out of my head. Actually, I can’t stop thinking about any of the guys. All five of them now, they’re all lodged so deeply inside of me, and I want them all.
And they all want me. It’s insane, absolutely crazy, but they all want me. I pull Carter tighter, kissing him deeper. He tasted different than Ryan, not better or worse, but just different. I like it, the contrast is nice, and he feels so good against me.
I turn around, breaking the kiss for a moment. I press myself against his chest and kiss him again, losing myself in his arms.
Slowly, he breaks it off, a smile on his lips. “I’ve been thinking about that since I first met you,” he says softly.
I blink up at him, surprised. “I didn’t know.”
“Yes, you did.” He smirks at me. “You see the way we all look at you.”
“You… all?” My eyes go wide. “You know?”
“Of course I know,” he says.
I step back away from him. “I thought…”
“It’s okay,” he says. “Nobody minds. If you want to kiss all of us, I mean.”
“I don’t know… I don’t know.”
“Hey, sorry,” he says. “I didn’t mean to freak you out.”
“I just need to think about this.”
“Okay. I understand.”
I turn and quickly walk away from the house.
I don’t know where I’m going, but my head’s spinning. They all know about it… they all know about kissing me. I’m sure they all know about Aiden, too. Does that mean Henry knows? No, I don’t think so, not based on that conversation earlier.
Still, this is crazy. Five gorgeous guys all want me, and they don’t seem to mind if I explore each of them.
I can’t do this. It’s so far beyond me, and yet it feels good. Tonight is proof of that. I can kiss two guys in a night and keep them separate from each other, and both feel equally good, though different. I want more of them, all of them. I want to see how far I can take this, how good it can feel… and I think they do, too.
I keep walking, head spinning, afraid to go back to the party. I’m afraid of what I might do when I’m back there. Or really, I’m afraid of what I’ll let one of them to do more… or more than one of them.
