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Share Us
“Who are these people? Never in my life have I ever seen parents like yours, Ada.” Joe grunted. “I’m so embarrassed right now that I don’t think I could get an erection if you sucked-”
“Don’t even say that in this room right now!” I jumped up and moved to the other side of the library, putting the other couch between us. “I am dying a slow and painful death from this horror. I am so sorry. I don’t even know what to say.”
“They’re not wrong.” Jud’s quiet voice was suddenly the loudest. He looked around at each of us but he kept his gaze on mine. “It’s not something we haven’t already thought about.”
My mouth dropped open. They’d thought about sharing me? A tingle in my lower stomach made itself known.
“This wasn’t the way I thought we’d breach the subject but maybe this is easier. Your parents ripped off the bandaid.” Jud stood up and moved closer to me. “I have dreamt of you for ten years, Ada. I understand why my brothers want you, too. You’re intoxicating. I’m not willing to lose you over the three of us fighting or forcing you to choose. If the three of us make you happy, I don’t want you to choose.”
I watched him as he moved around the couch and stopped a few inches away. My chest rose and fell too fast and I knew they could all see how affected I was. “But…”
“Jud’s right. Hearing your parents talk about it was shocking and alarming, but we’d already come to a similar conclusion.” Joe grimaced. “Not that we’d covered the sex part yet. Your parents just jumped in with both feet.”
“You want toshareme?”
Collin growled. “It’s a shitty word for what we want, but yes.”
“Sit back down and talk to us, Ada. Please.” Jud took my hand and gently led me around the couch. He sat down and pulled me into his lap. “First, tell us how you’re feeling about this.”
I rubbed my eyes and shook my head. “It would be an incredibly greedy thing to take all three of you.”
“That’s what you’re worried about?” Joe laughed. “You’re worried about being greedy? Not about the three of us fucking you together?”
I shifted and couldn’t help the flood of images that invaded my brain. The three of them taking me in positions I’d never even dreamed of… It took me a moment to realize I was shifting around on top of Jud too much and that it was probably obvious to them that I was turned on. I felt like a freak so I scooted off of his lap and squeezed my hands together in my lap. “Sorry. This is all new to me. I haven’t been having secret talks about it. My mind is all over the place.”
Jud rested his hand on top of my thigh and raised his eyebrows. “I’ve always had a sensitive nose, Ada. Certain scents, especially ones that I love, pop. Even if I hadn’t felt you shifting around and grinding your hips into me, I would know just how turned on you are right now by the scent of your arousal.”
“Stop it right now.” I picked up a decorative pillow and screamed into it. Then, like it never happened, I put the pillow back and sat up straighter. “Okay. This has somehow gotten even more embarrassing for me. You just told me you can smell my vagina through my clothes. I quit. I quit this job and this life. Just let me walk into the lake.”
Jud pulled me back into his lap and ran his nose up the side of my cheek. He inhaled deeply and I had a flash of memory of watching him do it before. He hardened under me and groaned. “I’m not smelling your pussy, Ada. I’m smelling how wet you are. There’s a difference. It makes my mouth water and makes me hate the fact that you’re wearing clothes and that I can’t just eat you out whenever and wherever I want to.”
I whimpered. There was no other way to describe the sound I made as I felt my world shifting. “This isn’t how I thought my day would go.”
“Say the word and we’ll drop this, Ada. We can pretend like it never happened.” Joe blew out a deep breath and smiled. He’d gotten so much more generous with his smiles. “You’re in control of whether or not this happens. If it isn’t something you want, that’s just what it is.”
“I’m not saying no.” I rushed the words out to stop the door from being closed. “I’m just…nervous. This is a lot. I don’t know how this would even work.”
“First and foremost, does the idea even appeal to you? We need to hear you say whatever you’re feeling.” Joe sat on the edge of the couch in front of me and leaned forward. “There’s nothing you could say that would upset or shock us, Ada. Especially not after your parents just lectured us about screwing you.”
I cringed. I didn’t want to think about my parents. Joe wanted my truth and I knew if I had to give it to them if I wanted the conversation to go on. “It does appeal to me. I’m nervous about what it says about me, but I’m interested. A lot. Jud’s nose isn’t wrong.”
Jud groaned and wrapped his arms around my waist. “No, it’s not, sweet girl.”
“Okay. We’re all interested. That’s a good start.” Joe glanced around and then at the library doors. “I don’t know how to start this. Do we plan for it? I’ve never thought about having sex like a group project with my brothers.”
I stood up and moved towards the doors. “Wait here. I’m going to get the book Mom left. Damn her.”
I ran upstairs, grabbed the book without looking at it, and ran back to the library. I was breathless by the time I closed the library doors again and walked over to where the guys were all still perched, waiting. Holding up the book, I saw the back cover for the first time and nearly broke into a fit of nervous giggles. Plain as day on the back cover were three men twisting a woman like a pretzel between them. The cartoon style drawing did nothing to take away from the graphic image.
“The Art of the Reverse Harem?A Guide To and Through Your First Time?” Collin read the title and snorted. “Where the fuck did your mom find that book and why did she just have it on hand?”
I cracked the book, took one look inside, and slammed it closed as a giggle erupted from deep inside me. “I’m sorry! I swear I’m not immature about sex. This is just…a lot.”
Collin took the book from me and I watched his eyes scroll through the pages before landing on me again. “Yeah, this is doable.”
Joe took the book as Collin handed it to him and stopped on one page in particular. He even tilted the book to study it better. “Yep. Seems like a good plan. This instruction manual is interesting.”
I fanned myself as I watched on as the three of them looked through the book and even pointed different images out to each other. They were starting to seem genuinely excited.
