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My pussy is getting wetter, my juices spreading over his fingers, and I’m not surprised to hear it’s driving Lee crazy. His thrusts are frantic, hitting me deep as I beg for more. “Please… fuck… Lee… I-I need…more. Oh fuck, d-don’t…stop,” I shout in between pants as the sensations begin to overwhelm me. My stomach muscles feel like they’re tightening, and my legs are turning to jelly. It’s only his body slamming into me that’s helping keep me upright.
“You’re such a good girl. You feel so fucking tight, squeezing my cock with your wet cunt. Are you ready to come for me, Beautiful?” Lee growls in my ear, before pressing kisses to my cheek.
I don’t even get the chance to answer before he moves his fingers from around his cock, and places them on my clit. At the same time he pushes down on my throat, cutting off the oxygen supply instantly. The pain in my neck, combined with the burning in my lungs as I use up the last of my oxygen supply sends my body into overdrive. All my nerve endings crackle, and everything feels so much more sensitive.
I know I’m close, and so I try to focus to get the words out. But it’s hard to speak with his hand around my throat. It comes out as a croak, but I focus, determined to be a good girl. “Please, Lee. Can…can I-I come?”
I learnt pretty early on when we started fooling around, Lee gets off on talking dirty, and so do I. I had no idea how to even do it before I met him, having only ever seen the cheesy version that features in porn. But, he made it clear what he expected from me, and to be honest, the rest just came easy. I thought I would find it hard asking him to come, and even fucking harder if he doesn’t give me permission. But as soon as I tried it for the first time, it came so naturally. Now I don’t even think about it. I know if I want to be his good girl, I can’t come without permission, so as soon as I know I’m close, I start begging, and hope like hell I’ve been good enough for him to say yes.
Rubbing his fingers over my clit, while he continues slamming his cock deep into my pussy, has my body vibrating with pleasure. But he doesn’t say a word. I try to cry out, to beg, anything, but he increases the pressure on my throat. His movements are becoming more desperate, and I know he’s close too.
“You can come, Beautiful. Come like the good girl you are,” he instructs.
It only takes a few more thrusts, and a couple more seconds rubbing my clit before I reach the peak I’ve been desperately craving. It’s like fireworks explode and I see spots in front of my eyes. I’m not sure if it’s from the lack of oxygen, pleasure, or both. And right now, I don’t fucking care.
My whole body shakes, and my pussy tightens around Lee’s cock, clamping so tightly he has to stop his movement. I arch my back, and as he lets go of my throat, I scream out in pleasure before desperately trying to drag air back into my burning lungs. My whole body feels alive, like every nerve cell is tingling, as a pleasure like no other overtakes me.
“I’m coming. Oh my God, I’m coming,” I scream, not giving a shit about how loud I’m being. That’s how it always is with Lee. I don’t think about anything except the here and now. How he makes me feel, and how I affect him.
The feel of my pussy clamping down on his cock is too much, and it’s not long before he’s grunting and coming right alongside me. He doesn’t pull out, instead shooting ropes of cum deep into my pussy. I actually like the feel of him coming inside me. It’s like he’s claiming me as his, and I don’t even want to think about why that makes my heart beat faster.
As soon as I come down from my orgasm, my legs go limp and I struggle to hold myself upright. Thankfully, Lee realises and he grabs hold of me. With one hand around my back, he leans down and tries to scoop me up like I’m a bride he’s carrying over the threshold. I bat his hands away with mine.
“No, don’t be silly. I can walk. You can’t lift me, I’m too heavy,” I mutter, hating to admit that as it causes that self doubt and lack of confidence to begin creeping into what was a fucking beautiful moment.
Lee grabs hold of my hand in his, and he fixes me with that hard, stern stare of his. Those bright blue eyes glisten at me, and his brow furrows. He looks almost mad. “Em, listen to me… you don’t see yourself clearly. Trust me when I tell you, I can lift you. I wouldn’t risk it if I thought I couldn’t. If I thought I might drop you and hurt you, I’d never try it. Now, let me take care of you.”
He leaves no room for argument, but I can’t help but be terrified. I close my eyes and hold my breath as I feel him wrap his arm under my legs. Then, I feel him scoop me up and I can’t help but yelp in surprise. Instantly my eyes fly open, and I wrap my arms around his neck in terror.
Fucking hell, he managed to pick me up. But he still has to walk me to wherever he plans to take me. I hold on tight in case I become too heavy the more he moves.
But that doesn’t happen. In fact, he moves through to the living room with ease. As soon as he’s deposited me on the edge of the sofa he runs into the bathroom, before running back with a washcloth that he proceeds to use to clean us both up. I’m in such a blissed out state, all I can do is stare at the gorgeous naked man as he runs around taking care of me.
He disappears with the dirty washcloth and reappears a few minutes later with the duvet cover to wrap us up in on the sofa, and two cans of Diet Coke from the fridge. He drops down next to me, and without saying anything, he pulls me in so I’m cuddled up against his side as he wraps us up. He opens the can and hands it to me. I take a few drinks, ignoring the burn as I swallow from the pressure Lee used on my throat. He probably pressed a little too hard as he was coming, losing control a bit. Not that I’m complaining in any way. It was hot as fuck.
We sit together for a while, just enjoying being close to each other. I think we both must have nodded off for around half an hour, and we’re woken up by the doorbell buzzing. I look over at the clock, and realise it’s the pizza I ordered earlier. I go to get up but Lee stops me.
When he returns with the pizza, he’s only dressed in his boxers and I lift my eyebrow in surprise. “Did you seriously answer the door like that?”
Lee laughs and nods. “I did try to put your hoodie on, but it was too small, so I thought fuck it. The young guy almost threw the pizza at me, he was in such a rush to get away.”
I can’t help but laugh, my mouth turning into a bright smile as I picture the scene. “I bet he did. It’s just a good thing it wasn’t a female delivery driver,” I reply, and Lee’s eyes widen, that mischievous smile spreading across his face.
“You wouldn’t happen to be jealous, would you, Beautiful?” Lee jokes, as he nudges his shoulder against mine, once he’s seated beside me again. He hands me a plate as he opens the pizza box, before grabbing his own.
Shit, I probably shouldn’t have said that. I don’t need him knowing how much I care about him. I like what we have, and I don’t want to lose it. But if Lee realises that I really like him, he will run a fucking mile. He’s made it very clear he doesn’t want more, and I need to stick to that. Or I could lose him for good.
“No. Just don’t want the neighbours gossiping.” Fuck, that’s a piss poor reason, but I couldn’t think of a better lie. If the look on Lee’s face is anything to go by, he knows I’m lying, but I’m not sure exactly how he feels about it. Normally I can read him like a book, but there have been a couple of times when his face is a mixture of emotions, like he’s trying to hide how he feels and I can’t even begin to understand him.
We eat our pizza in silence, and I can’t help but keep going over and over the stupid fucking comment in my head. Have I blown this? Should I let him walk away? I already know I’m developing feelings, and they’re only going to get stronger the more time we spend together, so maybe it’s a good idea if I let him leave now. That way I can protect my heart while I still can.
The problem is, I don’t want him to leave. The idea of never seeing him again, of him not being in my life any more, that hurts worse than any potential heartbreak. I think this is the moment, the moment I decide that it doesn’t matter how much I might get hurt, I have to see this through. I know Lee said there’s no potential for a relationship, and if that’s true, he will leave me. He may even start dating someone else, and I will have to deal with that when the time comes, but right now, I’m all in. If he’s only ever meant to be my friend, then so be it. I don’t think I can watch him date someone else, but I will deal with that if and when it happens.
I know all of Lee’s words make it very clear how he feels, and what his intentions are, but his actions say something completely different. He holds me like he cares. He kisses me like he’s attracted to me. He looks at me like he really does think I’m beautiful. For now, that’s what I’m holding onto. I don’t know which side of Lee will win out; his words, or his actions. But I’m willing to put my heart on the line to find out. He’s worth risking my heart for. I just hope he doesn’t destroy it.
CHAPTERTWELVE
LEE
