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Like he was reading my mind, he growled, “Eyes open, Nora. I want you looking at me when you come.”
Which was now. My eyes flew open, burning into his. I could feel my innermost muscles squeeze his fingers, pulling them in deeper.
“Fuck.Yes,” he said, his eyes never leaving my face.
I shivered as I came down. He kissed my shoulder, waiting for me to recover.
“My turn.” I tugged the hem of his Henley, making my intentions clear, and he let me take it off.
I wanted my mouth on every inch of him. I started at the base of his throat, kissing the hollow there, and moved down to his chest. He didn’t have a lot of hair, and what he did have was short and velvety. I couldn’t resist the urge to rub my cheek against him, just for a moment, before I continued my mouth’s exploration of his body. I traced the smooth ridges of his abs with my tongue, enjoying the way his muscles contracted when he gulped in air. I swirled my tongue in his navel and then followed the trail of auburn hair down to his waistband.
His breath came in short, shallow pants. Good. It wasn’t just me, then. I smiled against his skin and freed him from his jeans. His cock jutted out, the silky, damp head bumping against my lips. I opened my mouth to place a soft, wet kiss on the tip. He groaned, his fists clenching and releasing at his sides.
Now it was my turn to go slow, relishing the beauty of his cock, alternately licking and kissing the shaft, the head, the tip. I teased him until he was shaking and desperate.
“Can’t take anymore. For god’s sake, Nora, take me in your mouth and—fuck. Yes,” he moaned as I made eye contact, swirled my tongue around his slit, and sucked him deep. His hands went to my head, begging me to take more of him, and I did.
I didn’t stay there nearly as long as I would have liked, because only a moment later he stopped me. “Not like this. I want to be inside you.”
I gave one last savoring suck and slid him from my lips. He shifted us again and then stood up to shed his jeans and boots. I watched him, memorizing everything he was, knowing it was the last time I would see him like this. He rolled on the condom and then he was on me again, his weight pressing me down into the couch cushions. He slid into me slowly, inch by careful inch, his eyes locked on mine.
Oh, god.God. He was so beautiful.
“You’re beautiful,” he whispered.
I buried my face in his neck, wrapped him up in my arms and legs, and held on tight. His rhythm changed to harder, faster.
“Come again,” he said. “One more time.Please, kitten.”
I already felt it starting, but I fought against it. He was close, I could tell, and once I came, he would follow, which meant…
Which meant we would be over.
He felt me holding back. “Let go, Nora. Give it to me.” He ground his hips against me. “Hurry.” His voice was rough and desperate and I knew he was almost past the brink of control.
I gave him this one last thing and let go. The wave crashed over me. A sob rose in my throat and I bit down on his shoulder to silence it. He moaned, pumped harder, and buried his face in my neck as he released into me.
His body jerked and I clung to him, knowing he had to leave, knowing that his leaving was my fault, but I couldn’t let go. Not yet. Not ever.
But I had to.
I sifted my fingers through his hair, memorizing the feel of it, his smell of spruce trees and spices.
“Yesterday was too sudden,” he mumbled into my hair.
I twisted my neck to look at him. “What?”
“I didn’t know the last time with you was going to be the last time. I needed a last time.”
“Oh.” Since it was there, I nibbled lightly on his collar bone. It wasn’t like I would get another chance. “Yeah, this is better.”
Except I didn’t know how I was going to explain to my arms that they couldn’t hold him like this anymore. I felt like the message wouldn’t be well received.
“Can you do one thing for me?” I asked. He looked down at me and raised his eyebrows. “I know. I don’t have a right to ask.”
“Nora.” His tone was half annoyance, half affectionate.
“Can you…can you stay until I fall asleep? I don’t know how to say goodbye.”
