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I look at the reflection again. The trail of blood dripping down his neck, the shard of glass in my hand, and the scrapes and cuts that mar my skin.
Another tidal wave of fear slams into me.
Not over what I’d done, no. The fear was that now I had crossed some invisible line in the sand that I would never be able to come back from.
Am I too far gone?
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
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“Fuck, princess, you’re something else,” I say as I nuzzle my nose against the back of her neck, inhaling. Somehow she still smells like lavender.
Instead of a response, I feel Blair’s body tense up. She drops the shard of glass as her eyes meet mine in the mirror’s reflection.
“I’m sorry,” she whispers.
“Sorry?” I ask. “For what?”
“I hurt you. I-I don’t know what happened. I just—and then—”
“What the fuck are you going on about?”
“I—you—” she sobs.
What the fuck is wrong with her?
“What? This?” I swipe my hand across the side of my throat and lick my palm before holding it up for her to see. “This is nothing. Look at you.” I point to her right cheek. “That’s gonna scar.”
Blair presses her fingertips against the jagged cut slicing across her face. “Fuck,” she whimpers, tears running freely.
“Don’t worry, you’re still hot.” I pull away from her, shoving my half-hard dick back inside my jeans.
She sniffles, swiping at her nose. “You don’t have to be an ass all the time! This is serious!”
“Oh, what? You realize you’re not the goody two-shoes you thought you were? You got a little carried away and now you’re seeing a version of yourself you don’t like and you’re fucking everything up.”
“I’m fucking everything up? You’re the psycho carnie that’s been chasing me around all night!”
“I think you’re just as psycho as me. Only problem is that I’m not standing here lying to myself about it. You liked every single part of tonight. Even when you did finally tell me no. You still wanted it all.”
“Fuck you!”
“Stop trying to make me the fucking villain here, Blair. You chose not to use your safe words. Admit it. Deep down inside that tight little body of yours is a fucked up, sadomasochistic whore that’s just rearing to be let out of her cage. You just wanted me to force you across the finish line.”
“I am not like that.”
“Yes, you are. And I just proved it while making you come around my cock.”
“No, you didn’t.”
“Do you need me to do it again? We’ve literally been doing it all night.”
“Why are you like this? I swear, you’re the most frustrating person I know.”
“So are you! Blair, the more you talk, the softer I get. Please shut the fuck up.”
Her eyes narrow before she stomps off.
