Page 83 of Ocean of Stars


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“What?”

“That chemistry is fucking powerful. Quote.”

“Ours definitely is.”

“Without question. And Stevie?”

“Yeah?”

“What you were saying about not feeling womanly for so long… Don’t ever doubt that you are all woman. You are so desirable and passionate and you’re beautiful, inside and out. Also, I love how open you are about your sexuality and how you express yourself. You don’t hold back.”

“I love that about you too and I also love how confident you are about sex.”

“Confession time again. I’m not that confident about it, and that’s a result of the past four years of my life especially. It’s not easy hearing repeated insults from the woman you married, telling you that she’s not attracted to you, you make her skin crawl, you’re pathetic, you’re not a real man, and you’ve got a shrimp dick. The list goes on and on.”

“Oh my God. Avery really said all that to you?”

“She did, and still does on occasion.”

“Zac, I am so very sorry that you’ve had to listen to that bullshit. It’sallbullshit. You know, Avery is one of those sad, sad women who doesn’t realize how blessed she is to have a man like you in her life. Arealman who is kind and funny and responsible and is so damn sexually attractive. The bonus on top of all of that about you is that you have a Moby Dick. Not a shrimp dick.”

“I’m glad you think so,” Zac chuckled.

“I know so. Avery must have a cow hooch to think you’re not well-endowed and that’s on her.”

Zac busted out laughing then. “Well, I’ll put it to you this way: she’s nowhere near being like you are. Your tight little treasure trove hugs myMoby Dickjust right.”

“We fit together like two puzzle pieces, don’t we?”

“We do. And not only sexually.”

“I agree. And about you not feeling confident about sex… I haven’t seen a lack of confidence in you when we’ve been together.”

“The way I’ve been is all about you, Stevie. You make me feel so alive, and the way I want you is borderline animalistic. You make my mouth water, you make me sweat, you make my heart race, and you make me harder than I’ve ever gotten. While driving over to your house on Monday night, I felt just like the big bad wolf because I planned to take from you exactly what I wanted and that wasallof you.”

“I got from you what I wanted too and afterward, I felt even closer to you.”

“Same here. I feel very bonded to you,” Zac breathed out. “Listen, we’ve gone around the whole block with our conversation that started with ‘Code Blue’ and I wanna tell you why I sent that song to you.”

The tone in his voice had turned even more serious and I braced myself for what my gut was telling me he was about to say next.

“It describes us and this affair that we’re having…among other things,” he continued.

“Other things?”

“Yes.”

“Don’t say it, Zac. Please.”

“You know what I was about to say to you?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

“I just do.”

“Would it be because you feel the same way about me?

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