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My life went on like this for a little over a month. I was dating the President of a motorcycle club, and it was a goddamn fairy tale. I wanted for nothing, not even attention. My love for Kingpin grew each day, especially when I saw different sides of him. The man who went over Opry’s bookkeeping with a fine-tooth comb. The man who acted like a loose cannon just to keep everyone guessing, but he always whispered to me about what his true intentions were. He'd much rather persuade someone than shoot them. The man who worried about everything going on with his members. He touched everyone’s life. Currently, he was nurturing a budding star singer, Eve and worrying about his Vice President making up with his wife.
Everything was perfect until Kingpin decided to finally let Bubba shoot his music video at Royal Road. There’d be an opening party before the weeks of shooting began. They had a wedding scheduled before the shooting began as well. Kingpin said the money from his brother would help him rebuild part of Royal Road, and that it’d be the perfect opportunity for us to tell my mom about us.
“I’m tired of hiding you,” he said. His smile said he adored me.
That was all good, but I woke up that morning realizing, I was late on my period. Kingpin had been fucking me around the clock. Cummin in me. Spreading his jizz all over me. Man would cum in my ears if it were sexy. I’d been up for everything and anything he wanted. He never used protection and never asked if I was on the pill. I wasn’t. Not anymore since my old boyfriend died the way he did, and I left California because of it. Kingpin had gotten my mind off Luke, but I’d been so stupid. When I peed on the stick and the test showed positive, I realized how stupid I’d been. Kingpin probably just assumed I was on the pill like I should’ve been.
Not only would we be telling mom about us, I’d have to tell Kingpin I was pregnant. The worst part was that it’d only been a month. The baby could be sleazy Ralph’s from Shakey’s. After all, Kingpin didn’t have any kids. He was forty-six and had been with more women than you could shake a stick at. No baby mamas that he knew of. We’d talked about it. Too bad we didn’t talk about birth control for our sex-a-thon we were having.
When the party was about to start, I felt sick. Needless to say, I was already on edge thinking about all the conversations I would have tonight. When I walked in on a private one, not meant for me, my ears perked up.
I’d been going to his office to go spill the baby news to Kingpin, figuring I better get it over with before we talked to mom. I’d offer to go back home to California to get an abortion if he didn’t want to settle down and raise a baby with me. Lord knows I couldn’t do it in Tennessee since apparently, we lived in dystopian times with plagues and Roe vs. Wade being overturned. If he opted for me to give up the baby, we wouldn’t have to tell my mom anything about us. I’d probably stay in California. My tummy twisted thinking of giving the biker an ultimatum. Me and baby or no me and no baby. I hesitated before stepping in his office, gathering my nerves. That’s when I heard Kingpin and my mom talking.
“You’ve decided to drop the other women to be with me?”
“Maddie, I would’ve left all these whores to be with you. I told you that when you caught me in bed with them. I would’ve never touched another woman but you again. But you’re the one who walked out my door and said you never wanted to see me again. Yeah, I knew Bubba had been sleeping with Selma, his cook. Now you know it. You don’t want him. You want me, right?”
“Yes, I want to give you a second chance.”
“I wanted you too. For the last month, I’ve been with another woman wanting to make you jealous enough to come back to me on your own.”
Hearing that Kingpin still wanted to be with my mother, killed me. I started crying. They heard me. Kingpin stepped out of his office with my mother behind him. “What’s wrong, Sky?”
“If you want to be with my mother go ahead.”
Chapter 20
Kingpin
The night of the opening party for Beau Strick’s video shoot at Royal Road, I’d been planning on telling Maddie Mae all about me and her daughter. Our relationship had started as a way to make my old flame jealous. A way to get her back, but almost immediately, I’d decided I wanted Sky more than anything. It was time to come clean. Sky and I planned to tell her mom together so when Maddie came to my office before Bubba’s crew arrived, I was taken aback.
“Maddie, what are you doing here?”
She’d been crying. “You knew? You knew your brother was a scoundrel and didn’t tell me?”
“I didn’t get a chance to say much at all to you. You wouldn’t give me a chance. You couldn’t see past the leather and whiskey.”
“You knew he was sleeping with his cook?”
“Everyone knows that, Maddie. Just like everyone knows about my whores.”
“You still with those women?”
“Hardly. That’s what I want to talk to you about.” Fuck. How on earth am I going to tell her I’ve been fucking her daughter every which way and backwards? That I think I’m truly in love. Being with Sky, I’d lived my best month. She fulfilled me and boy did I fill her. Maybe it was where I was getting old, but I found myself only wanting to be with her. Fuck. Everyday I woke up thinking I’d get a hankering for another woman, but it didn’t happen. It’d only been a month. If this lasted a whole year, I’d ask her to marry me.
“You’ve decided to drop the other women to be with me?”
“Maddie, I would’ve left all these whores to be with you. I told you that when you caught me in bed with them. I would’ve never touched another woman but you again. But you’re the one that walked out my door and said you never wanted to see me again. Yeah, I knew Bubba had been sleeping with Selma his cook. Now you know it. You don’t want him. You want me, right?”
“Yes, I want to give you a second chance.”
“I wanted you too. For the last month, I’ve been with another woman, wanting to make you jealous enough to come back to me on your own.”
I was getting ready to tell her that I realized I want that woman and not her. I was getting ready to tell her that I wanted her daughter, Sky.
But a sob came from the hallway. Sky waited just outside the door. I asked her what was wrong before I realized she’d heard us.
“If you want to be with my mother go ahead.” Sky sobbed. “You’ve not left those women for me. I can’t believe our whole relationship has all been an act to make my mom jealous.”
