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“You love when I order you around way too much to say that I can’t tell you what to do,” he chuckles.

“Quiet,” I mumble. “You’re beaten up and we haven’t slept much in the last twenty-four hours. We’re going to yours and we’re chilling, that’s it.”

He doesn’t reply. He knows I’m bluffing. We both know after what happened, he needs to take back control over something. We both know that something is me.

As soon as Jake closes the door to the pool house behind us, he grabs me by the waist and pulls me up. I wrap my legs around him, and he walks us to the room, his lips never leaving mine.

Every single time I have sex with Jake, I can’t believe he was my first time. Not because it was him. That’s not that surprising, I was always attracted to Jake – who isn’t? Just like any girl in Stoneview Prep, I had my eyes on him since he transferred to our school, even if I always kept my distance and pretended I wasn’t interested.

No, the reason I can’t believe it is because he was always rumored to be rough, controlling, and dominant. No love, just pure, raw fucking. He’s definitely all these things with me but our first time…it was magical. It was everything I didn’t expect from Jake. It was loving and comfortable and sexy. Everything I could have dreamed of but surely not something I would have ever thought Jake to be capable of.

Since then, he’s shown me how much he loves me through sex. It’s almost like I don’t need him to say it because he’s shown it through his kisses, the thrust of his hips, and his hands on my body. But tonight, Jake is not going to love me. I can feel the way his hands grip my hips. I can feel his teeth biting and sucking at my neck. Tonight, he wants to possess me, to own, to control. I can feel the way he wants to push us past limits we’ve put up before…and God am I ready for this.

He throws me on his bed and takes a step back. I wonder how he can handle me so easily. He doesn’t even look slightly in pain. It’s like now that he’s horny, adrenaline is back, his strength overtaking his battered body.

Jake crosses his arms over his chest, he’s wearing a tight white tee and dark blue jeans that hug his muscles perfectly. He looks like a Calvin Klein model.

“Clothes. Off,” he orders as he takes another step back and observes me carefully. I slowly unzip my hoodie and take it off one arm at a time. I go straight for my top and jeans until I’m in underwear in front of him. I push myself on my elbows and look at him.

His face is hard, but his eyes are burning with desire. “All of it.”

I unclasp my bra and throw it on the floor. In a few weeks, all my shyness has gone around Jake. He worships my body like I’m a Goddess and I’ve learned to listen when he wants to see it.

I get rid of the black lace G-string that I wore specifically for him and face him again. A satisfied growl bubbles in his chest and I can see the bulge forming in his jeans. Being stark naked when he’s still wearing all his clothes is strange but seeing the reaction it gets out of him makes it all worth it.

“I want to try new things with you tonight, Angel. But before we get to it, I want to make sure you know you can stop it anytime. You just have to say so. Do you understand? Because I will not repeat myself.”

My lower belly twists in pleasure and anticipation at his low voice. He’s got big things planned for us and just imagining what it could be is getting me wet. I nod as my mouth salivates at the idea of Jake showing me how much pleasure we can both get out of what he likes.

“Good,” he says in a wicked smile. “If you disobey tonight, you’re going to get punished. Got it?”

I nod again, my pussy more than ready for what he has in store. I trust him. Trust him with all my being. I know he’s got no other intention than to pleasure us both in the craziest ways.

“I’m glad we’re on the same page. Now get on your knees and rest that cute ass of yours on your heels.”

It takes me a second to register, but when his smile drops from his lips, I hurry into position.

“What have you got in mind exactly?” I ask in a wavering voice, half anxious, half yearning.

He slowly walks to me, puts a hand to the back of my neck, and leans down to put his lips against my ear.

“Complete. Control,” he whispers in a gravelly voice, vibrating with eagerness.

He leans back as I shiver with desire and takes a step back again.

“Now be a good girl and keep quiet. And when I say quiet, I mean not a sound. Every sound you make, I’ll punish you with a spank.”

I gasp in shock. He’s never done this with me before. I know he has with Camila, it’s not like she didn’t take pride in the rumors that were going around our school, which she probably started.

“One,” he smiles.

“Wait, I wasn’t read–”

“Two,” he cuts me off and I clamp my mouth shut. I’m not very good at this.

When he’s sure I’m not about to say anything else, he talks again. “Put your hands behind your back,” he commands.

I look deep into his eyes one last time. I trust him but I need to make sure I can go ahead with this without being hurt. And I mean emotionally. I’m about to give myself to him completely, like never before, and this is the most vulnerable I’ll ever be to him.

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