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CHAPTER 30
Cheyenne
Cash stared down with worry in his eyes. “We don’t have to do—”
“No…I mean yes! Yes, I want to it’s just…”
Come on, what was wrong with me? Why couldn’t I just say what I wanted to do?
“What?”
I bit the inside of my lip wishing that I was bolder. I wasn’t sure if it was lack of experience or just lack of confidence, but either one was annoying. I’d promised myself if I did get another chance to be with Cash I’d do all the things that we hadn’t done.
“You can tell me. You can tell me anything.”
“There are things that I wanted to do last night, that we didn’t do.”
“Things like what?” His voice grew deeper.
“Things like umm…” I took a deep breath. “Things I wanted to do to you.”
“You can do anything you want to me.”
“Really?” I wanted to make sure that he meant it before I got my hopes up. I’d remembered in college my roommate said that her boyfriend didn’t like blow jobs. She’d even got a book to try and learn how to give better ones called Sex Tips for Straight Women from a Gay Man.
At the time she got it, I hadn’t been that interested in the subject. But I may have texted her to find out which book it was and ordered it on Amazon about six months ago.
“Really,” he assured me.
“Okay.”
I squirmed out of his arms and he set me down. The book had said that men are very visual creatures, so I slipped off my tank top. When I did, he removed his shirt. A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth as I unbuttoned my jeans and pushed them down. He mirrored my actions and pushed his sweats down and his erection sprung free.
“You were coming to see me commando?” That knowledge made me all tingly inside.
“He needed air to breathe.” He took himself in his hand and my mouth watered. “He’s been like this since I saw you walking up the dock in that fucking blue dress.”
I wasn’t sure if it was the arousal rushing through me or if it was the way Cash was looking at me that infused me with boldness, but whatever it was I found myself closing the distance between us as I whispered, “I better make sure he’s okay.”
Riding the wave of confidence that was cresting in me, I nudged his arm out of the way and lowered down on my knees. I’d always wondered what this position would be like. If I’d feel shy or embarrassed, but it was the opposite. As I stared at Cash’s dick less than an inch from my face, I felt sexy and fearless.
Under my gaze his manhood swelled and I noticed a tiny drop of arousal appear on the tip of his dick. I figured it had to be a good sign that he was that turned on and I hadn’t even touched him yet.
So far so good.
I reached out and ran my hands up his thighs. My eyes stayed locked on the prize, which was staring right at me. When my fingers reached his groin area, I rubbed the pads of my thumbs gently across the bottom of his balls and they tightened up like raisins.
From the book, I knew that was a good sign. I shot a quick glance up at Cash to see if I could read his expression, just for verification that my research was correct. His eyes were shut, and his head was tilted slightly back. I could see a muscle popping out of his neck and he looked like he was hanging on by a thin thread.
Good. He’d had me in this exact position last night and it was my turn to do some teasing.
I wrapped my fingers around the base of his shaft and leaned forward, closing my lips around his head and sucking him into my mouth. When I ran my tongue up the backside of his erection, a technique I’d picked up in my reading, I heard him suck in a sharp breath through his clenched teeth.
I stopped what I was doing, and I sat back on my heels. “Did I hurt you?”
Things were great in theory, but this was the first time I was taking it out in the field. There was bound to be some growing pains.
“No,” he growled as he speared his fingers through my hair and guided my mouth back to his dick. “It feels good. So fucking good.”
