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“Slow,” I remind him without stopping him as Mikhail’s fingers continue to work me and I moan into Axel’s chest.
I feel Calder pushing into me, the wetness from my previous orgasms helping him to ease his way into my ass. I try to relax, but Axel’s slow strokes and Mikhail’s relentless fingers are only pushing me to another orgasm. Before Cal is even half way in, I’m seeing stars. I can feel myself unraveling and I’m not sure what sounds are coming out of me as I explode. I grip onto both men tightly, but they both continue to move within me. It’s so fucking hot. Each stoke, each flick from Mikhail’s fingers, each moan from my guys takes me a step further.
Deep inside I feel the pressure building. It’s like I’m riding one long orgasm that won’t stop, and with each peak the damn is closer to breaking. I try to hold it in, but I know I won’t be able to. Cal shudders for a moment behind me, his rhythm interrupted as his warm seed erupts into me. I feel each pulse from his cock as Axel moans.
“Fuck man!” Axel says. “I can feel you coming!”
Axel’s words are punctuated by his own orgasm, and for a brief moment, I can feel both men pulsing, and I’m completely filled with their cum. And this is the moment that drives me past the breaking point. The seemingly endless orgasm I’ve been riding breaks, and I come hard, squirting onto Mikhail’s fingers and all down Axel’s hard cock. I can feel warm liquid everywhere as the cum from all four of us mixes.
I collapse onto Axel and his arms wrap around me. Mikhail and Calder join us in a mass of bodies and I know I’ve fucked up.
This feeling, these men… it’s better than the fucking meth. Better than this war I declared. This stupid broken reign over Las Vegas.
I was blind.
I made mistakes.
But’s it’s too late now.
I’ve gone too far.
And now, I’ve got to see it through.
Chapter 45
Julissa
“Whereareyougoing?”Axel asks when I jump up out of the bed. I gather my clothes from off the floor and start to get dressed while eyeing him.
“This has to happen, Axe. I appreciate your words, I do.” I walk over to them as they get dressed as well. “Thank you guys so much for coming. And I’m sorry if you feel like you’ve wasted your time although, I don’t think it’s time wasted. I’m so glad that I was able to see you guys again. You’ve given me the best gift. But what can I do about it now? I’ve declared war, I can’t just take it back.” I try to help them understand.
“You know that’s bullshit, J. We can run. As we’ve done before,” Mikhail says.
I notice Axel looking at Mikhail like he’s contemplating his entire existence. “That’s not fair to you guys. Axel’s going to college, he’s settled into his new life and I’m so proud of him. Calder, you’ve done so much work on yourself and I know the effect running had on you and Mikhail.” I turn to Mikhail as I say his name. “You’ve got a fiancé waiting for you at home, someone who deserves you and is probably worried sick about where you are right now. You should go back to her. I’m grateful you’re here but I’m pissed at whoever called you, whoever upset your life. I don’t want to run. I called the war and I’m going to see it through. And hey, if I survive, maybe I’ll find you.” I rub Mikhail’s arm with a smile. They’re all upset and it’s understandable. “Come on guys, let’s not separate on angry terms. You’ve just given me something amazing to take with me, can you just hug me and tell me goodbye?”
“Why are you even getting dressed? They won’t find you here. All you have to do is stay here until it all blows over,” Cal says.
I smile. “This won’t blow over Cal and I won’t hide here forever, hoping that something just comes to wipe their memories clean so that one day I can just walk free. I’m not going to sit around and wait for the war to come to me.”
“What does that mean?” Axel asks.
“It’s best if you don’t know. Just hug me and wish me luck?” I say.
It’s the last thing they want to do. They turn away from me to hide their emotion and I’m trying to pretend as if I’m not terrified of walking out that door, act confident so that they won’t fall apart.
Axel turns back to me, rubbing his eyes and hardening his face. “This is the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do, is watch the woman that I love walk into battle alone but if there’s nothing I can say to convince you, I know the choice is yours. I won’t fall into a pit of burning lava just because you decide to jump in head first. I promised myself when I came here that I won’t get involved in the action and I won’t. Loving you is horrifying but I’ve got to respect the promise I made to myself. So I love you but if this is what you want to do with yourself? I’m letting you go.”
He pulls me into a hug and it’s tight. I hold on to him with pain from his admission and we hold each other, knowing this may very well be the last time we see each other and I don’t think he’s going to let me go either but he does as if tearing himself away, grunting, “Good luck” before walking away, opening the door and slamming it behind him.
I’m turned toward the door, staring at it when Mikhail pulls my arm so that I can look at him. He lifts me off the ground and I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his wide shoulders. “Just say you’ll come with me, Julissa. If you say you’ll come with me, I’ll leave Daisy behind. We’ll start somewhere new, just you and me, please,” he whispers during aggressive kisses on my cheek and the back of my head as I’m nestled into his neck.
“I’m sorry,” I say, crying.
“Please,” he says. “If I walk out of here with you…” he starts.
“Don’t even think about it,” I stop him.
“I can’t leave you here to do this,” he says, crying.
