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My body tries to reject the invasion. It tries to disconnect from the reality of my world right now. I don’t want this.
I can feel my body ripping as he pushes further inside me. He didn’t prepare my body, and now I’m feeling the burn from his intrusion.
The pain.
The tremors.
The sick fucking memories are pushing through and I can’t stop them.
Me tied to the bed, him hitting me, him taking and taking until I had nothing left to give. The way he would shower me with compliments in front of people but then would destroy me behind closed doors.
The way he would degrade me. Abuse me. Hurt me.
Blood. So much fucking blood clouds my vision. My blood. My blood that this bastard spilled.
I can’t fight the agony.
I can’t do this.
He has me again, and he’s back with a vengeance. He’s here to really kill me this time.
“Stop. Please, stop.” The loud screech escapes me, burning my throat even more. His grip loosens on my neck, but it’s too late. I’m already suffocating from the forceful thrusts of his body into mine. “Stop.” I can’t breathe. It hurts. I…I can’t.
Help me. Please, someone help me. Save me.
No one will save me. No one can protect me. No one will believe me.
All the words he’s told me before. All the words I’m beginning to believe again.
“Never.”Thrust.“I’ll.Thrust.“Never.”Thrust.“Fucking.”Thrust.“Stop.”
My body numbs as the drugs and pain take over. It’s the only thing I start to appreciate about all of this. At least it will allow me to escape for a while. My head lolls to the side, dizziness taking over. I try to push away from him, but I can’t. He has me trapped. He controls me. He’s trying to own me.
“Ahh, look at that, your blood is so fucking stunning against my skin.” He’s relentless in his punishment, and I just know I’m going to be feeling the shredding of my body until I get out of here.
Tears slip down my face as silent sobs rack through my body. His hands are all over my skin. They are knives slicing through me with each touch. With each second that passes, it’s another second I’m closer to finally losing myself for good. Stabbing pains rip me apart repeatedly with each second he’s inside me. My heart bleeds, squeezing so tight it just might burst.
I am strong. I am brave. I am a fighter.
“You’re a monster. You’ll never have me again.” My voice is weak, sounding unbelievable. I’m not even sure I said them out loud. He’s invading me as I’m crumbling. My body is no longer mine. I am no longer strong enough to protect myself from him.
“Dahlia, you’ll never be able to get rid of me. I fucking live inside you. I am a part of you. Every time you close your eyes and think about being the fucking slut you are, you’ll always think of me. You’ll think of how I’m the one who taught you everything you know, how I’m the one who took your innocence and ruined you for any other man. I’m the one who fucking owns you.” He continues to thrust inside me with no remorse. His face is dark as the demons inside him try to escape. He’s no longer inside his body. The devil has taken over.
The screaming inside my head grows louder and louder. He just ripped through me. He tore down any walls I had built to protect myself from him.
The echoes of agony are all I feel.
The strong woman I became over the last seven years has crumbled in a matter of seconds. That’s all it took for me to become weak again. Zayan is the only person in the world with the power to do that to me.
“You’re. Mine. The memory of my cock will be ingrained inside this pussy. Every last piece of your soul is mine to break.” His words pound inside my head, almost making me laugh from the irony. The house of cards I built after Zayan left me for dead was easily blown over the moment Marnix turned his back on me and walked away.
I try to imagine I’m anywhere else right now. That I’m with Rush or Cohutta, that I’m with Lya and the guys and sweet, sweet Amelia. I imagine her soft little giggle and the way she repeats everything we say. My little parrot. She’s a bright spot in my life. A bright spot I need to hold on to for the sake of my sanity.
I’d take being anywhere else but here. Feeling his hands on me, losing myself in despair, and wishing I was dead while he thrusts inside me is the place where it seems I’ll die.
I try to focus my hazy gaze on the ceiling above me, but he won’t let that happen. He grabs my hair, pulling it so harshly I have no choice but to peer into his black, soulless eyes. Eyes that are trying to take me to hell with him. He didn’t give me enough drugs to block out everything. I can still feel what’s happening, and it’s the only time I wish he would have forced more down my throat.
“You feel so fucking good. You’re mine. All mine. When I’m through with you, you won’t be able to run. You’ll be attached to me forever.” His hips slow as his grunts grow louder. “Fuck, dahlia,” he moans as his hot cum fills me. “This time, I won’t let you take away the symbol of our love. This time you won’t destroy us and take a life with you.” With one last deep thrust, he twitches inside me, coating my walls with a reminder that I can’t escape him.
