Sophie: Hey, it’s going to be okay, you have all of us no matter what. Any time you need advice I’m here to talk if you need it. I’ve been there five times before, as you know. You’re going to be okay. We love you lots! I’m so excited for three new nieces or nephews or shit even both! So when are you telling mom and dad?
Me: We are going to talk to Knox’s parents first. I don’t know if I will have it in me to do both sets of parents today, I guess we will see. But you can’t say anything until we tell everyone.
Sophie: You know my lips are sealed. Shit, Pey, I was the one that didn’t rat you out when you chose to sneak out of the compound. Or when you were running around with boys at the clubhouse.
Me: And this is why you’re my favorite oldest sibling.
Sophie: I love you
Me: love you more!
Knox reaches over the center console in his truck and grabs my hand bringing it to his lips, placing a kiss on it.
“I love you Peyton. I’m so excited to see our beautiful bundles of joy and love.”
I smile at him, “I love you too. I’m so glad you are okay with all of this.”
“Of course I am, anything that is a mix between you and me is going to be amazing. Plus I know that you and me, we are something special. I think though, you and I need to talk about the dick in the room at some point Peyton. Every time I’ve brought it up you’ve kind of shut down.”
I look out the window and squeeze his hand, “There isn’t anything to talk about with that Knox. I’m with you. I love you and I don’t want or need anyone else.”
“Peyton, I think I’ll end up saying this a million times. I know you love me and I know you are in love with me. That has never been a doubt in my mind. But, I believe you are also in love with Whip. He is also a part of your heart. You know that there are members of my club that share women, it wouldn’t be something crazy as long as we set rules.”
“It’s not even anything to discuss, Knox. Even if what you say is true and a piece of my heart is with him, he doesn’t feel the same way. He made that very clear. You were brought to my life for a reason and honestly, I love you so much. Can we just stop talking about this? I’m not even talking to him, haven’t talked to him since that last conversation. We are having babies. I just want to focus on our future and everything that is going to come with us.”
“Okay, Pey, whatever you want.”
“I also think, the phone call with my parents. I want to wait til next week. I think finding out and then telling your parents is all just overwhelming. Can we keep this between just you and I for a week?”
“Yeah, baby, we can do that. You’re just gonna have to tell your mom and dad before we head up there for Thanksgiving. Wouldn’t want them to find out when you show up with a bump.”
“Yeah well, you didn’t even notice the little bump I already have. You were more concerned about the fact that my boobs grew a bunch.”
“Well yeah, what guy wouldn’t notice that. I swear they grew like two sizes. You’ve got a pair of melons now.”
“You’re a perv.”
“Yeah, but you love it.”
I roll my eyes and go back to looking out the window. I breathe a breath of relief. I am nervous and scared, but I am happy that I am going to be having these little lives. Yes, it is overwhelming to think of having three at once, but I have always wanted to be a mom. That was my second goal along with being a doctor. I just wish I was further in my education before becoming a mom, but everything happens for a reason.
Chapter Two
Whip
I hate that my mind wanders to that beautiful blonde haired woman with the streaks of pink and lavender woven subtly through her hair as I have one of the new clubwhore’s mouth wrapped around my cock. She looks up at me and thinks it is sexy and thinks that the reason I am so hard I could pound nails is because of her, when really I am picturing those beautiful bright blue crystal eyes looking back at me with some much mischief and curiosity. The body I am picturing and the only way that I can get hard anymore is by picturing her beautiful athletic figure, her runner’s frame and beautifully defined core. I hate that this is the only way that I can get off anymore, especially when I know that she is letting another man touch her in all the ways I used to months ago.
I know every inch of that beautiful blonde’s body. Every piercing, every tattoo she has. Everything is tasteful because she wants to be a doctor and doesn’t want to lose opportunities by having too much ink on her body. She doesn't need it anyway she is sexy as fuck without all of it. She has many piercings in her ears, but she’s always said that piercings wouldn’t be the problem with becoming a doctor. I even love the adorable nose stud she has. I loved how sexy she looked with the belly button ring she has, which usually has a charm hanging from it. I loved the way whenever she put her mouth around my cock she worked that tongue ring she used to her advantage, now probably using that on fucking Fang.
I used to peruse her body as I kissed my way all over it and found all of the tattoos she has on her body, the matching tattoos she has with Parker on her wrist a twin flame symbol. The tattoo she has on her right hip, that she told me she had gotten as a matching tattoo with Sophie, is of a red rose with thorns and ink splatters. Low on that gorgeous back of hers is a caduceus entwined with a snake forming a heart at the top. I have wondered in the months she has been gone, did she get another tattoo to symbolize her relationship with Fang? Has she become his ol’ lady?
I grab on to this bitches head and begin to pound my cock in her mouth. I need a release, I’m sure that I will still have a lot of pent up frustrations and probably need to go to the ring to fight some of this out. I haven’t seen Peyton in months, she’s refused to answer any of my calls or texts. I’m pretty sure she has blocked me. Fuck, I’d block me too if I talked to her the way I talked to her. I know that I should’ve never gone there with her. I know that she deserves so much more than some fucker who has drug addict parents who liked to beat him up all the time. I know that she deserves more than a man as damaged as I am. I also know she doesn’t know everything and I used women to try and keep her away. When I was sleeping with Peyton, I was only with Peyton. I would never have done that to her. I never wanted another woman. I made her think there were other women, I know how she felt about me, I have hoped that she still feels that way. I regret everything that came out of my mouth when it came to her.
My mind is not on this bitch who is gagging on my cock and the longer I pound my cock into her the more I feel like release is not going to come this way today. She moves her mouth away from my cock and looks up at me.
“Baby, I’d love to have my pussy wrapped around your cock. I think you would too. You don’t know how much I’ve wanted to ride your cock since I got here. I think you would love my tight as fuck pussy too.”
And that does it, my dick deflates. I stand up and tuck myself into my pants and leave without saying anything. I run right into Thorn who looks around me and sees whatever her name is adjusting her clothes and hair. She walks around me and gives me a wink. Thorn looks at me with disgust and turns to walk away.