but you are doing it
you are functioning
in another language
in another culture
when you stop one day at the library
and discover a whole wall of English books
you feel like a sailor sighting land
after months of rowing hard at sea
reading English becomes the respite
your brain craves at the end of every day
genre matters not
you read everything
at night alone
you inhabit an interior room formed from fluency
tucked cozy into the bed of your mother tongue
finding relief in dreams of understanding
and understood
the first time you dream in Norwegian
you wake elated
a milestone for all exchange students
a rite of passage
dreams and jokes
key benchmarks of comprehension
and you’ve just hit a level of fluency
you’ve been striving for
you discover
if you read in English before bed
you’ll dream in English
if you read in norsk before bed
you’ll dream in norsk