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“Who? Who did he bring for you to talk to?” I ask but don’t get an answer. “Eli?”
“Ask Jordan.”
“Someone tell me!”
Jordan clears his throat and eases away from me, rolling to his back with his arm thrown over his head before he finally begins talking. “So, here’s the thing. Eli wasn’t the first man I fooled around with. There was one other, and it was fucked up because I wasn’t into him, and he was married to my mother.”
“He blackmailed Jordan into screwing around with him,” Eli supplies.
Resting my chin on his bicep, I tell him, “I’m sorry. You mom mentioned that something like that happened. When did that happen to you?” I ask him softly.
“My senior year of high school. I was legally an adult, so technically it wasn’t a crime…”
“Jordan, it was wrong. If you didn’t want him to touch you...”
“I didn’t want to do some things, true. But it wasn’t like I can blame him for being into men. Somehow, he knew I was bi-curious. He took advantage of that information, the thoughts I was still trying to wrap my head around. Mostly, I was in denial because my father is a huge homophobe. So anyway, I’ve been insisting that I’m straight for the past few years, when actually I’m attracted to men. Have been for a while. Eli figured it out too.”
“You manipulated him,” I say without looking over my shoulder at Eli. “You took advantage of him just like his stepfather did!”
“It wasn’t the same, Maddie. I swear,” Jordan says, finally looking me in the eye again. “I wanted Eli. I never tried to stop him. Everything we did together I liked and wanted to do it again.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Even the restraints and promised demise. Thanks to Eli, I finally felt free enough to be myself, oddly enough.”
Biting my bottom lip, I ask the question I’m not sure I want to know the answer to. “So, do you prefer men?”
“Did it feel like I prefer men when I was fucking you against the door?”
“No, but...I’m just confused.”
Jordan rolls to his side, propping his head up on his elbow. “You like being with me and Eli, right? It’s okay to admit it.”
“Okay, then, yes, I do.”
“Great. Because I like being with you and Eli too. And I knew the only thing that would make it better, was being with you both at the same time. It was better than I ever imagined.”
“Oh,” I whisper in understanding.
“We don’t have to do it again, Maddie.”
“Oh, she definitely wants to watch us together, even if she doesn’t participate,” Eli informs Jordan.
“You do?” Jordan asks, sounding surprised.
“Yes. If that’s alright with you? Watching you two back in Rockland when he went down on you was so hot.”
“Told you,” Eli says as he leans over my shoulder to kiss Jordan right in front of my face.
And I’m not even the least bit jealous. I want to see these two beautiful men rolling around in my bed together, close enoughfor me to touch. Reaching behind me, I find Eli’s long, hard inches and begin to stroke him in my hand.
He groans and then rolls me to my back to climb on top of me without breaking his kiss with Jordan. Guiding himself to my entrance, he easily slides all the way inside of me, making me cry out.
While my eyes are closed, a mouth covers mine to keep me quiet. I don’t know if it’s Eli’s or Jordan’s at first. Not until Eli pounds into me hard and fast and I moan in pleasure. Jordan chuckles against my lips and says, “He fucks like a god, doesn’t he?”
“Yes,” I whisper, biting my lip as my back arches. Jordan’s mouth lowers to my breasts, his lips latching onto my nipple and sucking while Eli’s fingers wrap around my neck.
“Watch how limp her sexy body gets when I choke her,” Eli tells Jordan.
