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I was the sad little someone who always hoped Cas would come find me again. Stupid crush. Except maybe I hadn’t been wrong. There was a lot to process in his odd words.
He’d said I was his. What did that even mean? And now? I hadn’t heard from him since he’d followed me home and watched me park. His eyes hadn’t left as I unlocked the street-level door and it closed behind me. He’d sat on his stupid motorcycle and glared at me behind sunglasses. I didn’t have to see his eyes to know. He’d only left when I’d stood here at this window looking down at him.
Fucking hell. My pussy throbbed with a need I didn’t even know existed until a day ago. It wasn’t like I’d never had a sex drive, but nothing in my life or my imagination had ever had this kind of power. Just the memory of him had my panties dripping and me desperate for a man. I couldn’t even call him. That realization had hit hours ago when I wanted to scream at him for all the unanswered questions or maybe beg him to come over and do what he did at the gallery.
Maybe he would ask me to come photograph another art show. He’d called me from a blocked number and that pissed me off even further that he had my number and I didn’t have his.
My breathing was heavy, and I hadn’t even done anything except think about him. I couldn’t live like this.
I grabbed out my vibrator from my bedside drawer. It wasn’t even dinnertime yet, but I supposed masturbating in the early evening was better than becoming an alcoholic. Maybe it didn’t fucking matter.
I slipped off my panties, leaving me in just the tank top I’d been in since waking up. I hadn’t even bothered getting dressed as I’d paced my fucking apartment over and over again. What was I doing waiting around for a stupid guy? This was pathetic.Maybe If I just gave myself a better orgasm, I would be able to move past him.
I laid down on my bed and spread my legs and reached for the vibrator. All I could imagine was him though, and what it would be like to have him between my legs right now. It was enough though. I slid my fingers down my stomach to my clit and started to rub myself. The pressure was building, and my imagination brought me higher towards desperation for a man I couldn’t have. The vibrator would have to do now as I ran it over my clit, down my slit like I imagined his cock would do before I gave in to the cry of my own body. I slipped it inside myself and moaned at the feel of the penetration.
I needed this. I needed him. My phone started to ring, and I ignored it as I tried to chase my orgasm. I was so close. The ringing stopped, but I hadn’t realized it until it started to ring again.
“Fucking hell.”
My entire body was wound tight, and I was so fucking close, but I just couldn’t come. The phone stopped ringing just to start back up.
“Damn it.”
I reached for the phone.
“Someone better be dead,” I said, answering it blindly. Only two people would call this many times, and both probably did have a dead body.
“Blossom.”
My entire body lit up with excited energy.
“Fuck you,” was all I said between little gasps.
I’d never let go of the vibrator. Even if I hadn’t expected him to answer, I wasn’t going to leave myself unsatisfied even if I had to get my ass to work.
But this?
His dark chuckle was all my body needed to seem to remember just how close to an orgasm I was.
“Something tells me that you mean that very literally.”
I gasped at what he was saying.
“What do you mean?”
I started to move my little phallic friend as I listened to his deep voice tease me. Yeah, I should have been really worried about what he meant.
“You are touching yourself, aren’t you, blossom? Who are you thinking of?”
A chill ran over my body, but it wasn’t fear. It was the same excitement that I’d always felt whenever I’d thought it was him in the shadows. It was the only way I’d ever wanted anyone else, thinking it was always him watching me.
I moaned as I found the magical rhythm I’d somehow missed seconds ago.
“That’s creepy, Caspian.” Every word was breathy.
“Mm, but it’s turning you on. Isn’t it, blossom?”
I couldn’t deny it. My nipples were fucking hard, and my body was hot in anticipation of my release.
