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And then this morning, he was hard. For me. Rubbing his erection against my hip. It took all my willpower not to shove him onto his back, climb up, and straddle him. Beg him to have his way with me. I couldn’t get to the driver’s meeting fast enough so that I could escape him. Only that meant Andy was now alone in my RV. I hoped that he didn’t go poking around in my things.
My knee bounced up and down as I chewed on my nail. I used to keep my nails long and painted with vibrant colors, but I couldn’t even remember the last time I had done that. Put on makeup. Dressed so that I felt good about myself. I had shoved that part of me into the back of the closest. Hidden like a dirty secret.
I caught sight of RJ as he stopped outside the entrance, and my brows shot up when I saw Ford and Felix with him. I shouldn’t have been surprised that the twins were together, because they were inseparable. But it was when they both touched an arm, beamed up at RJ, and batted their lashes that had me wondering what was going on. Not that I was judging. My brother was in a poly relationship, which I fully supported. But these were the twins. I knew how they operated.
But both twins? How did that work? Was there sword-crossing? That might be something I should ask him. I had so many questions. A big smile broke out across my face as my friend turned to step into the room. When RJ spotted me, his face burned crimson. I couldn’t help but wink at him as he approached me. He dropped into the empty chair beside me and grunted something I couldn’t understand.
I put my hand up to my ear. “Want to repeat that because I didn’t hear what you said?”
“What do you want to know?” he muttered, gripping the back of his neck.
I giggled. “Was it good?”
“What? Oh, no, it’s not like that!” RJ exclaimed, then grimaced when he realized how loud his voice was. He dropped his chin. “Stop looking at me like that.”
I nudged his knee with mine. “So, what is like? Do they take turns watching? Or, maybe, you watch—”
“Jesus Christ, Leo.”
“I’m curious. Also, still a virgin.”
RJ worried his lip between his teeth. “They don’t watch.” He grimaced before he dropped his gaze to feet. “Ford kissed me first. I don’t know if he was trying to make his brother jealous, but he just went for it. And then the next thing I knew, Felix was in my lap, his tongue in my mouth and kissing me until I was dizzy. It was so hot, like nothing I have ever felt before.”
I stared at my friend in shock and awe. I had to admit, that was something I had never thought would come from his lips. “I thought you said it wasn’t like that?”
“Because it wasn’t. Kisses, not sex, and please, you’re hardly a virgin. You’ve done nearly almost everything with Andy.” RJ scowled. “What if I do it wrong?”
I giggled softly. “There’s no right or wrong way. Go with what feels good. I’m sure the twins can help you out in that department. They’re very experienced.”
“Christ almighty, Leo.” RJ scrubbed a hand down his face. “I really enjoyed kissing them.”
I smirked. “I bet you did, boo. They’re cute. Not my type but cute, nonetheless. You’re into twinks?” I watched the way his cheeks burned pink again.
“Stop it,” RJ murmured.
I crossed my right leg over the left. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t tease you. You’re just a baby bi trying to understand your feelings. You know you can talk to me. I’m here for you, and I promise to behave.” I patted his knee.
“When I kissed Frankie, it was nice. When I kissed Ford and Felix, it was electrifying. Is that what it’s like with Andy?”
Yep, he was totally not straight. I was all in for RJ’s bi-awakening.
Now was my chance to tell him that Andy was the only one I’ve ever kissed. “I—” My eyes caught sight of Rand; RJ’s dad as he headed our way. “Incoming.”
RJ squared his shoulders as he sat up. “Act natural.” His brows dipped, and I caught the worry in his eyes. Did he actually think that I was going to out him right now?
“Good morning, boys.” Rand dropped an arm around the back of his son’s chair. “You didn’t come home last night. Everything okay?”
RJ’s skin flushed a rosy pink, and I saw the fear in his eyes.
“He stayed with me last night,” I blurted out before I could think about it. “You know, we were just hanging out, it got late, and I told RJ he could spend the night rather than risk waking you or anyone else.”
Rand nodded. “Cool, bud. Just remember to text me when you do something like that. I get worried. Your Mom got herethis morning, and she was hoping to see you.” He ruffled his son’s hair.
“Dad.” RJ rolled his eyes as he pushed his hand away.
My brother and Carson slipped into two empty seats next to me, and the conversation turned to the race. Who thought they had the best car, who might win, and the incoming rain that was threatening to move it to tomorrow.
My mind drifted to Andy again, excitement and fear rolling through my body. What if this was a mistake? What if I let Andy in only for him to hurt me all over again?
