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He brings his mouth close to my ear and tells me in a gruff, growly voice, “I know, bunny. You’re worried about us making a baby the first time we make love.”
Yes, exactly. He does understand. But he doesn’t stop and if anything he pulls me closer.
“I’m not afraid, sweetheart. I’ll take care of you. I’ll take care of it all, baby. If we make a baby don’t be afraid.”
“What?! No! You…don’t understand. I…I’m not on anything and we could make a baby.”
“I know, sweetheart. I understand what you’re trying to tell me and I’m telling you not to be afraid.”
I’m speechless. “I…I think we need to talk about…”
“I’m not wearing anything when I take you either, Bunny.”
I jerk up right and he lets me go. “You…you don’t want to wear protection. You don’t keep the people you’re with protected?”
“I’ve not been with anyone in… a fucking long time, bunny. I’ve got tested, I don’t have anything and the very few times that I have been with someone I’ve always worn a condom.”
“But not with me? Why would you…?”
He interrupts me before I can ask the question. “Because you’re different. You’re…mine. There isn’t going to be anyone after you.”
“What?” My eyes widen, “Oh my God! You’re dying!”
“What?! No. I’m…why would you even think…I meant you are going to be the last person I ever make love to because I plan to keep you.”
I try to digest what he is saying. My heart has already done flops and flips from thinking he might be sick. “You…Is this so I’ll let my guard down and let you…um, have sex with me and then you just…you’ve just cleansed your palate so you can move on to the next beautiful woman who is throwing herself at you?”
He looks surprised and a little pissed.
“I can’t be…I’m not like…I can’t be a causal lay, Grayson. I’m not made that way. I’ll fall in love with you.” Silence greets my words, and tears burn my eyes. “I should go. I should…I should leave.”
I throw back the covers that were pushed down and swing my legs over the side of the bed.
“Oh, hell no!” He grabs me and pulls me down, so I am under him. “You don’t get to dump all that on me and just run away. I realize I call you Bunny, but you aren’t going to ground right now. Not until we figure this shit out.”
He knocks my legs apart so he can fit himself in between them and glares down at me. “Who the hell made you think I’m not serious about you, about us? Was it Candy because she and I can talk this out until she understands what this is?!”
“What? No, it…”
“You are not a casual fucking lay or a, what did you call it? Palate thing? That…Just no. No, not just no but hell no!”
“The last time…” I stop short of revealing anything.
“The last time what?” His eyes drill into me all but forcing me to tell him.
“When you, um, did that thing with your mouth at your office…”
“Ate your little pussy?”
“Yes, that. When you did it, you were so unaffected by it and you acted like you couldn’t get rid of me fast enough afterwards. You didn’t even…give me time to catch my breath really. You just wanted away from me, so I thought you might be…rushing to be with someone else.”
“Okay, we need to back the hell up and slow down. I rushed you out of my office because I didn’t want you to miss Candace, otherwise, I would have kept you locked in my office all day eating you raw. Two, I…well, it’s embarrassing but getting a taste of you…I came as soon as I had you in my mouth and I didn’t really have time to find out how noticeable it was and didn’t want Candace seeing me like that because just like I am the only person seeing you come undone you are the only person to see that about me.”
My mouth forms a perfectly round ‘o’ at his explanation.
“Do women throw themselves at me? Yeah, they try. But most of them know now I am not interested in any of them…thus, lunch at the diner.”
“But…that was our first…um, well, I guess it wasn’t really…”
