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I walk through the kitchen that opens directly into the dining room. A set of French doors is on the far wall of the massive room, hanging slightly ajar. Pushing them open, I feel the chilly night air as I step out onto the back patio. The light breeze blows through the silk sheet wrapped around my body, swirling around my ankles.
A shiver ripples through my body, and I wrap the sheet tighter around me as I pause at the top of the massive stone steps. From here, I look out over the lower patio that wraps around the custom-built pool that we had installed with a cascading waterfall. The property is massive, but this is my favorite part of the entire estate.
And I know that it’s Onyx’s favorite too.
It’s where I can always find him when he can’t sleep.
I walk down the stone staircase, watching the pool’s colors illuminate the water, changing every few seconds on a timer. As I reach the edge of the pool, I stop and stare out into the water, my eyes scanning the surface for him. Not seeing Onyx above the water, I know that means he’s under it.
Neither of us can drown our demons, so instead we’ve learned to swim with them. Sometimes Onyx gets tired of swimming and decides he would rather drown. I know that he would never actually do it. He loves himself too much to actually take his own life. But that doesn’t mean he isn’t going to push the limits.
He likes to toe the line between life and death. To deprive his body of the one thing that it absolutely needs until he’s on the brink of losing it all. Only then does he come to the surface, when he’s forced to make the choice between living and dying.
Even though he’s as fucked in the head, and as fucking sick as I am, he chooses to live every damn time.
As my eyes reach the deep end, not far from the waterfall, I see Onyx’s midnight-colored hair just below the surface. I drop the sheet from my naked body, letting it pool on the pavers around my feet as I arch my back and I push off the edge. My arms instinctively extend above my head as I break through the surface of the water, diving into the depths with him.
My body glides through the warm water as I swim to the bottom of the pool. The light changes to red—Onyx’s favorite color—and it stays that way as I open my eyes to face him under the water. I reach out for him, my hands finding his face as the minerals burn my eyes. His expression is filled with peace and there’s tranquility in the silence beneath the surface.
Onyx’s eyes open, and he meets my gaze through the red water. I don’t know how long he’s been under here, but it looks like he’s close to reaching his limit. Even though his expression is peaceful, his eyes are glazed over and it’s clear that his body is starving for oxygen.
I don’t attempt to get him to the surface to breathe. That’s not what he needs from me. What he needs is me, right here. I follow his lead, my hands still clutching the sides of his face as I wait for him to be ready.
What we have is strange. There’s a constant struggle, a pull for power and control between both of us. He claims that he’ll follow me into the depths of hell, but he doesn’t know just how fucking far that I would go for him. His god complex is just as bad as mine, but our obsessions are unholy and they run even deeper.
I wouldn’t just follow him into the depths of hell. I would burn for an eternity in purgatory for my broken half.
I would literally die for him.
Onyx’s hands reach for mine, pulling them away from his face as he laces his fingers with mine. Another moment passes as we drown in the silence before he plants his feet on the bottom of the pool and pushes upward, pulling me along with him. It feels like an eternity as we glide through the water, and I’m not quite sure if I’ll make it to the top with him.
We finally break through the surface and the air instantly chills the skin on my face—a stark contrast to the heated water that we’re floating in. I desperately suck in a breath, filling my lungs with as much oxygen as I can get. Onyx looks unfazed, but his chest rises and falls in rapid succession as he attempts to catch his breath.
“I woke up and you weren’t in bed,” I tell him, treading water until I'm wrapping my legs around his waist. Onyx treads water, his hands feeling like silk against my skin. “I figured that I would find you out here.”
His lips tip upwards. “You always know where to find me, little devil.”
I wrap my arms around his neck as he moves us closer to the waterfall. Onyx is already hard, his cock brushing against me as he guides us through the water. It spills over my head, pushing my hair into my face. Reaching up, I brush it away as Onyx leads us into the cave that is hidden behind the waterfall, built into the rocks.
It’s our own space, a little hideaway for us—even though there’s nobody to hide from here since it’s just us and the two dogs. Onyx glides through the water until he reaches the side of the small pool and sits down on the underwater ledge, a built-in bench that stretches around the perimeter.
I settle on his lap, straddling his thighs beneath the surface as I link my hands behind his neck. Onyx’s palms find my ass and he kneads his fingertips into my flesh as he pulls me even closer. My pussy slides over the length of his cock, but he doesn’t slip inside. I drop my face down to his, our lips colliding in a crazed rush.
We’re caught in the moment, lost in our own little world, driven by a primal need, craving that connection. It’s a need that neither of us understands, one that doesn’t make sense in our warped minds, void of any attachments—except to one another.
Onyx bites down on my bottom lip, his teeth cutting through my flesh. I can taste my blood on his tongue as it snakes into my mouth, sliding over my own. He’s here to take no fucking prisoners and to turn the pain into pleasure.
His lips are brutal as they move over mine, draining the oxygen from my lungs, taking everything that I have to give. That’s the way it is between us. Give and take doesn’t exist. Onyx never asks; he takes what is his and has his way with me however he pleases. And I let him, because even though it seems like I’m submitting to his brutality, he’s giving me everything I need.
By submitting, I'm actually in control. I’m not letting him take without consent, although I wouldn’t be opposed to that.
Onyx fists his hands in my long black hair, wrapping his fingers around the wet locks and pulling my head back as he presses his mouth against my neck. His tongue strokes the column of my throat, his teeth nipping at my flesh as he continues his assault against my skin. I roll my hips, grinding my bare pussy against his cock.
A low moan slips from his lips and he growls against my skin as he pulls my hair harder. I can feel the tension against my scalp, the pain erupting across my skull. I moan into the darkness of the night. The water around us is still illuminated red from the lights in the pool. It creates a facade, like we’re fucking in a pool of blood.
Water laps around my torso as I glide over him, my nails digging into the skin on his chest while I slide my hand further down, dipping below the surface. Wrapping my fingers around his length, I hold his cock, positioning it against my center as I lift myself upwards. Onyx’s mouth lands on my breast, one hand releasing my hair as he kneads my other tit in his palm.
His teeth clamp down against my nipple, drawing it into his mouth as his tongue swirls around the pebbled piece of flesh. I inhale sharply, sucking the air between my clenched teeth as I lower myself onto him. His cock is fucking thick, and it feels like he’s splitting me in two as I take in his entire length.
