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“Fuck me.”
I thrust with all my might, slamming hard inside her. She frictionless and soaked, but as her heat envelops me, I slow, wanting this to last. I suspend myself over her with my arms on either side of her body. My eyes fix on hers, blue to brown, and I begin to pump my hips. She trembles less than a minute after I enter, and with a soft whimper, she’s coming again.
It takes everything I have not to join her. I’m so close, and I strain not to come. I know once I do, this magical moment is gone between us forever. It will never happen again. I need to prolong this no matter how painful it is, and it is painful. My balls ache for release, to drain myself inside her smoldering heat. I still as her panting slows, and when she’s breathing normally, I start again, smooth, even movements of my hips, slowly speeding up.
“Fuck me, Zane. I love how you fuck me.”
I want to tell her to be quiet because her dirty talk will be the end of me. To hear such naughty words come out of this beautiful woman’s mouth is a major turn on for me; it always was. But I don’t tell her. She wraps her legs around me and rakes her nails along my skin. It hurts, but I want to feel the hurt, so it will make me know this is for real and not a dream.
“Shoot your hot load in me.”
“Not so fast, precious. I need you to come one more time.”
“I’m not sure I have another one in me.”
“You do. I need you to remember this night.”
“I wouldn’t forget it, ever.”
I reach between us and begin to rub her clit, adding more pressure as I hear her breathing get heavier. Mine is ragged by this point, and I can’t hold on much longer. Then she gives me what I want as I feel her quiver against me and I explode, spurting deep inside her with hard thrusts, spilling my seed until I have nothing left. I collapse on her, the sweat from our bodies intermingling.
She runs her hands through my hair, kissing the crown of my head. I know this is it, the last time we will make love, and I’m a ball of emotions. I want to cry with the loss, but she really wasn’t mine to lose. I also feel anger that she put me in this position, but I had free will, I could have said no. I didn’t want to.
I rise off her and look in her eyes. Tears are leaking down the sides of her cheeks. She knows what this means. I slide off her and step onto the floor, reaching down to pick up my boxers.
“Zane, what are you doing?”
“This is it, Lana. It can’t happen again. If I stay here with you, I won’t want to leave. I’ll take you away to some remote island so you can be mine.”
“I wish that could happen, but Declan would find us. He’s very jealous.”
Now she tells me? And we’re back to reality. I’m not sure if what she says is true because if she were jealous, how could he approve of me being friends with his soon to be wife? Did she tell him about our history? Does he know about the locket?
It’s sitting on the nightstand where I laid it before I got into bed with her. I want to ask her if she’ll get rid of it now that we’ve had one last night together.
“Does Declan know about the locket?”
“No. He doesn’t know what’s inside.”
“You need to put it away. Get rid of the pictures and move forward. In a few weeks, you’ll be married to Declan, and I’ll be a distant memory.”
“You won’t ever be a distant memory. You’re hard to forget.”
“Try. I’m going to move on with my life.”
I put the rest of my clothing on and notice a sad look come over her face. I go to use the bathroom and dump the pills in the toilet so I can flush them. I can’t stay, and I can’t watch her. When I come out, she’s turned on her side away from the door to the bathroom.
“Lana, can we say goodbye?”
“No, I don’t want to say goodbye. Goodbyes hurt.”
“Do you want me to stay until morning? I can’t lay in bed with you, but I can be here.”
Her tone becomes hostile, “Just get out of here, Zane. You got what you came for, so let’s leave it at that.”
“That’s not fair. You wanted this too. I didn’t force you.”
“You might as well have,” she snaps.
