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As I’m still coming down, he gently circles my swollen nub, careful not to make my nerves jump. In a minute, I’m hot and willing for him to make me come again, so I dig my hands into his hair and pull him against me. Chase works me over with his tongue, lips, and teeth until my breathing is ragged, then he quickly shifts up and enters me once more. Pounding into me, he makes me orgasm again. This time, he groans loudly as he takes hold of my hips. Soon, his erratic thrusts give way to his climax.
When he finishes pumping, he collapses on my chest, and I weave my fingers into his sweat-soaked hair. I don’t know if my actions have revealed my lie, but I’m still very much in love with him. He kisses my chest and looks heatedly up at me.
“Sex with you is always phenomenal.”
I’m curious, and though I know I shouldn’t ask, I’m unable to stop my words from coming out. “Was it with Amberlynn?”
“We had good sex,” he admits, “but not like this.”
I’m not-so-secretly happy that I’m better than she was in bed. Glowing, we lay together until he begins to shrink and slip from me. With a sigh, he gets up, holding on the condom as he heads to the bathroom. I hear the sink running. Minutes later, he’s back.
“It’s past four. Should we even bother going back to bed?” he asks.
“CJ is dry, so he should probably sleep another couple of hours, at least.”
Before he sinks back onto the bed, Chase slips the extra condom into the nightstand drawer. He curls around me, and almost instantly, I hear his breathing even out. But I can’t sleep. We’ve done something that we can’t undo.
I have so many questions bouncing around in my head. How will our relationship move forward? Is this a one-time thing? Does he love me? It keeps me from sleeping, so to pass the time, I get up to check on CJ after slipping on Chase’s t-shirt. My boy is still in slumberland.
Next, I head to the kitchen to see if I can find some coffee. Everything is in the same place as it was over a year ago. Relieved, I locate the coffee pods and fill up the Keurig. I’m putting a spoon of sugar in my mug when I feel Chase’s arms around me, startling me. I jump, almost spilling my coffee.
“I’m sorry, baby,” he apologizes. “I didn’t mean to scare you.”
I turn. He’s naked and gorgeous. His just-fucked-hair is so sexy that it alone makes me want to take him back to bed.
Trying to clear my mind, I tell him I couldn’t fall back asleep.
“You have a lot on your mind.”
“Why would you say that?”
“Because you’re wondering if this is a one-shot deal. And if I can tell that you’re still in love with me. Your body doesn’t lie, I know you.”
“Am I that apparent?” I quietly ask.
“You are, but it’s a good thing.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Because I would feel stupid if I was the only one in love.”
This time I slosh hot coffee onto my arm as my hand suddenly becomes unsteady. I cry in pain, my mind reeling, as Chase pulls me over to the sink to run cold water over the burn.
I hiss and recoil, but Chase holds me in place. Through the burn, I ask, “What do you mean?”
“Do I need to spell it out? I’m in love with you. I love you.”
“Love, when?”
“I think when I saw you in your office.”
“A few weeks ago?” I squeak.
“Yes. I knew I had to see where my relationship stood with Amberlynn before I made my decision, but I was leaning towards you. I think it’s always been you.”
I want to punch and kiss his beautiful face all at once. The hell he put me through this last year and a half was unbearable, but his confession is everything I’ve waited to hear.
“Are you sure it isn’t because we just had sex?”
