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I have to leave. Everything begins to blur and move in slow motion. I tell him I have to go. I push away from him. He tries to stop me, but I can’t. I tell him that I don’t feel well. It’s true. My heart is breaking. For him. For me. For us. He takes me home. Silence fills the air and it’s suffocating. As soon as we’re in front of my apartment, I jump out without saying goodbye. I rush into my apartment and close the door. How he got past the doorman so fast surprises me because he’s already outside my door calling my name, pleading for me to open the door.
“Addison, I’m not leaving until you open this door!” He bangs loudly on the door. I can hear the frustration in his voice. “Please, Addison,” he begs.
The pain I hear in his voice is killing me, so I open the door. My head is still in a fog. I’m holding back my tears but one escapes. He’s standing in front of me, kicking the door closed behind him. He catches my one tear and caresses my face with his thumb. I lean into his touch. My head tells me to turn around and never look back, but my body betrays me. His lips crash on mine. Our kiss is frantic, hard, and passionate. Our hands are all over. The physical need that we crave from each other takes over. My shirt and bra are discarded quickly and his hands pinch, tug, and caress my breasts. Aiden picks me up as my legs automatically wrap around his body. He flicks his tongue over one nipple. I let out a moan of ecstasy. He turns us around and slams me to the wall. I can feel his hardness. My own arousal throbs, needing more friction. I reach down and unbutton his jeans, pull out his cock, and stroke it between us. The velvety hard length has my mouth watering.
“Woman, keep doing that and I’ll finish before we start,” he growls. He puts me down and quickly takes off both our pants, and we’re back to the wall in seconds. He lifts one of my legs around his waist. His fingers making their way down to my sensitive nub. Demanding more friction, I grind my hips against his fingers. His lips are on my neck, nipping my ear. My head is tilted back and my body is on fire. It’s definitely not going to take me long to explode.
“Aiden,” I moan.
His spears two fingers into me.
“Damn, woman. You’re dripping wet for me.”
“Only you, Aiden,” I say, not recognizing my own voice.
“Only me, sweetheart,” he growls.
His fingers move rapidly while his thumb works its magic on my clit.
“Oh God, oh God, Aiden!” My orgasm rips through me as I contract around his fingers. He bites down on my nipple, prolonging my orgasm. Before I can come down from my high, he lifts me up and slams me down on his cock. I cry out. The immediate fullness that I feel is overwhelming. He pauses, looking into my eyes, silently asking me if I’m okay. I nod, biting my lip. His mouth comes down on mine, sucking my lip where I was biting it. He lifts me up, pulling his cock slowly out but before it comes out, he slams me back down.
“Addison, your pussy is so tight,” he roars. He starts a punishing rhythm, fast and hard. I squeeze my legs around his waist, begging to feel more of him. All of him. My fingernails score his muscular back, grabbing hold for the ride. His face is buried into my neck. I can feel the heat of his heavy breaths. “Stop. Running. Addison,” his raspy voice growls between each thrust. He grabs my hands and brings them over our heads. One of his large hands pins both of mine to the wall while his other reaches down to grab my ass. “If I have to handcuff you to a bed again to make you stop running from me, I fucking will,” he grates out. I close my eyes to try and avoid the determination in his eyes. I can feel my body tensing, getting close, as he pounds into me harder. I moan as my body quivers with each thrust.
The hand cupping my ass moves farther down. He rubs in between my cheeks. A finger toys with the pucker of my ass. “Aiden.” I suck in a breath at the foreign feeling, but he’s just rubbing, pressing, teasing. The sensation has me grinding my ass against his finger. I can’t believe I’m hoping he continues.
“Fuck, Addison. So responsive.” Shivers course through me as I can feel my release building. I scream, my whole body convulsing in pleasure, pulsing against his cock. Aiden’s control is shattered when he thrusts into me one more time. He roars through his orgasm. I can feel the heat of his release inside me. He leans up against me, resting his forehead against mine.
“Woman, you’re going to be the death of me,” he pants out. We’re both still breathing heavily when he lifts up and pulls out of me. I whimper at the loss. My legs shake as he puts me down. I have to lean against the wall to keep from collapsing. He walks to my kitchen and returns with a wet towel. I hadn’t even noticed that his release ran down my leg. My eyes go wide at the realization. “I’m so sorry, sweetheart,” he whispers as he softly cleans me. “I’ve never done it without a condom. And I’m clean. I was just checked after I got back.” His voice is rushed.
“It’s okay. I’m on the pill,” I quietly reply. I’m frustrated that I have no control over myself when I’m with Aiden. I didn’t even think about him not putting a condom on. I throw my head against the wall a couple times, muttering a curse under my breath. I open my eyes to beautiful emerald green eyes assessing me. Always assessing me.
“Aiden.” I blow out a long, shaky breath. “I think you need to go.” I twist my lips, waiting for his reaction. He nods his head slowly as he begins to put his clothes back on. I put on my panties and shirt, never taking my eyes off him. I’m so confused. I don’t know what the hell I want. One second I want him to get mad and leave, the next I’m scared to death that he’ll leave and never want to see me again.
When he’s dressed he walks over to where I’m leaning against the wall. He puts his hands on either side of me, leaning in. “Addison, I’m not a patient man. You need to figure your shit out so we can move on. I want more. I want more than just your sweet pussy,” he growls as he rubs his hand against my sensitive clit. I inhale sharply. My whole body trembles. He slowly drags his hands up my stomach, over my nipple, stopping at my heart. “I want this, too,” he whispers right before he places a soft kiss on my lips.
Aiden steps back, his intense eyes lingering on my body before he turns and walks out the door. I touch my lips, not ever wanting to forget how it feels when he kisses me.
“Oh, Aiden, you have my heart. Always have. I’m just afraid you’ll shatter it when you find out the truth,” I whisper to no one.
Only fate can bring two people together whose lives have been shaped by one determining factor, running parallel to each other the entire time. Paths paved by the same emotion, only to have them finally cross. Perfect for each other, but at the same time, they can never be together. Only fate knows the devastation that will come out of this union. Their paths are no longer parallel. No longer the same. Now they’re colliding. Crashing.
Chapter Thirty-six
I’M HOLDING A sign up that reads “Sydney’s ride” as a joke while I wait for her at baggage claim. I think the joke was on me though because I had a few guys, yes, a few, actually tell me they were Sydney and ready for their ride.
I hear her before I see her. “Addie!” she screams, barreling toward me, throwing her arms around my neck. I give her a huge hug. I’m so excited to see her. Even though we talk quite a bit, it’s not the same. I blink back my tears of joy. She’s actually here.
“Syd, I’m so happy you’re here.” I hug her tighter. When we finally release, we walk over to the baggage claim to pick up her bag. We talk about her flight and how my aunt is doing. I can tell she’s holding something back. She keeps looking at me like she’s about to say something but stops.
“Sydney? Spit it out. Whatever you’re wanting to say, say it.”
“Who the heck is the gorgeous man singing to you on the YouTube video!” She huffs. “And why didn’t I know about it!” She punches me as she pouts. I roll my eyes and sigh. That damn video. I still can’t believe it’s gone viral.
“It just happened on Tuesday!” I wrap my arm around her and guide her to my car after we grab her bag. “There is a much bigger story behind that video that you’ll want to know. I’ll tell you all about it at my place.” I sigh.
“Please tell me you at least said yes! Because if not, you are one dumb woman,” she says with a huge grin.
“I said yes,” I answer, nodding my head.
