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“Avgust…” she whimpered.
Everything was going well until I reached her thighs. When I tugged on the material to lift it up over her hips, she froze, and I quickly bit out a curse. “Did I hurt you?”
Her blue eyes went from need to welling up again. “I just…it’s ugly, Avgust.”
I let go of her dress, then took her face in my hands again. “Baby, if you think that anything could ever make me see you differently than before, then you’re wrong. Those stitches in your leg just prove that you’re not weak and that you know how to survive the worst. In fact, you’ve been surviving the worst ever since Masha decided not to wait for you that night.”
“God, you make it all sound so easy,” she said, still trying to put up the good fight.
“It’s not,” I chuckled as my hands went back to her dress. “It’s going to be hard, and you’re going to be mad at me more often than not, but that changes nothing, Samara. I would rather have hard with you every day than easy with someone that could never make me feel the way that you do.”
“And how do I make you feel?”
“Whole,” I answered honestly. “You make me feel like I can breathe easily, regardless of whatever else is going on in my life. With you, I feel like I still have a chance at Heaven, though we both know that I do not. Nevertheless, that is how you make me feel, Samara Andreev. That’s how you’ve always made me feel, since the first time I ever laid eyes on you.”
Her eyes were wet with unshed tears. “You’re not playing fair again.”
My hands landed on her bare flesh as I said, “The truth is usually more devastating than the lies, vozlyublennaya.”
“Do you have any idea how many nights I wished that I didn’t still love you?” she asked, and the relief that I felt was too incredible to put into words. “Do you have any idea how many times I wanted to reach out to you when times had been dark and lonely?” She shook her head in regret. “Had you not ordered me to stay away from you, I don’t know if I would have been able to.”
“That really would have been nice to know fifteen fucking years ago, Razh.”
She let out a sad laugh. “Yeah, I suppose so.”
Instead of wallowing in regrets that we could not change, I grabbed the waistband of her panties, then started to tug at them, Samara doing me the favor of lifting her hips to help me rid her of them. While sex wasn’t going to solve everything, I’d nearly lost her in a way that I never would have recovered from, and I just needed her with me. Plus, she’d just told me that she still loved me, so that alone was worth celebrating.
As carefully as I could, I slid her panties over her thighs, making sure not to touch her bandage, then when I was finished sliding them down her legs, I put my hand on her chest, then pushed her across my desk. Thankfully, Samara went down willingly, and the woman didn’t utter a word as I placed her feet on the edge of the expensive furniture.
The loose fabric of her dress fell into a puddle on her stomach, and without her panties, I could see everything that belonged to me, and in a matter of days, it was going to finally belong to me legally.
“Only for you, will I ever get on my knees, Samara,” I told her, and while she might not understand the significance of that right now, she was going to learn soon enough what the stars on my body represented. “Only you, baby.”
“Avgust, please…” she whimpered, already begging, and it was the sweetest sound in my ears.
Dropping to my knees, I grabbed the inside of her thighs, spreading her wider for me, and when I saw that she was already leaking, that’s when I knew that everything between us would be alright.
Chapter 40
Samara~
I was already begging for him, but I didn’t care. I wasn’t going to fight it anymore, and even if I’d wanted to, I knew Avgust well enough to know that I’d never be free of him if that’s what he chose. Though we still had a lot of things to discuss and work out, I was done with denial, and I was done pretending that I’d ever had a say in any of this.
It was also the little things that were becoming my undoing; like how he was making sure to take care with my leg when I knew how badly he wanted to fuck me hard. I also knew the significance of him being on his knees, even if he didn’t think that I did. While I might not know everything about the Russian Bratva, I knew enough.
Still, all of that no longer mattered as I felt the first swipe of Avgust’s tongue slide through my pussy lips, and all I could do was grab a hold of his hair to keep his head between my legs. Every stroke of his tongue was deliberate and designed to drive me insane, and it was working. All I felt was the way that Avgust was feasting on me, and you’d think that my pussy was his favorite meal with the way that he was devouring me.
“Oh, God…Avgust…”
“Tell me what you need, Razh,” he groaned against my clit.
Shivers ran down my spine at the familiar nickname, but not in the same way that the name had hit me before. Before, it’d felt like he’d been mocking me and all that we’d shared in the past. However, now it sounded like a promise that was supposed to have been kept years ago. It sounded like a fresh start off his lips, and though the nickname had come from the first real argument that we’d ever had as children, it had quickly turned into an endearment that had meant the world to me.
“I need you,” I finally admitted. “Right now, I just need you.”
“You’ve got me, baby,” he swore. “You’ve always had me.”
With that promise, Avgust finally slid two fingers inside me, and I let out a deep moan as I arched my back, welcoming the sweet invasion. I knew that he was trying his best not to touch any of my injuries, but I wasn’t sure if he was going to be successful with how much I wanted him. He was going to have to be patient for the both of us because I wasn’t sure how long I was going to be able to stand it.
