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My eyebrows knit as I gauge what’s real and what’s not.
He’s silent, and I believe him. This last version, that’s the truth.
I’m not any less horrified by it. By him. And he sees it when his eyes burrow into my soul. When a sinful, knowing smirk stretches on his lips.
The truth isn’t some magic button that would fix me. The terrifying images he planted in my head—or the fact that I liked them—can’t be erased just like that.
He expected the lingering damage to my psyche. The bastard banked on it happening.
Now, this sick fuck has access to my fragile mind because it’s a mess. It’s a goddamn madhouse inside there.
“I hate you,” I growl again, resisting him through my words.
My body has other plans. My weakened limbs obey Marcus as he rearranges me.
Hands flat on the wall. Legs spread apart. Ass in the air.
“You don’t.”
Marcus pulls my ass cheeks apart, and I don’t try to run. He spits on my asshole, and I don’t flinch.
“Seems we’ll finally have our breakthrough today.” He pushes into my pussy, lubing his cock with my slickness. “You should be thanking me.”
“One of these days, you’ll destroy me,” I huff, but push my ass back to him, regardless. “There’ll be no returning from it. I’ll be broken and you’ll regret what you’ve done to me.”
“Won’t happen.”
He nudges the thick crown of his cock to my tight entrance. He’s far bigger than any butt plug he’s trained me with. The stretching, searing feeling hurts.
And I. Like. It.
“I’ll never force your mind to go where it doesn’t want to.” Marcus pulls my hips toward him as he thrusts forward. I look back to see my scream has his lips curving up. “Years of experience prepared me for this. My love for you too. You’ll always be safe with me.”
“You’re not even sorry,” I whisper.
“I’m not going to lie. I get off on it.” He pulls me up by my hair, making sure I look him in the eye. “I am sorry this is where we’ve come to. You think I don’t want to give you flowers? Have walks down the beach? Take you out shopping? Lie by the pool and fuck you until you’re a boneless little thing? I do.”
“Then why don’t you?” I’m getting more and more upset by what he’s hiding from me. I hardly even feel the head of his cock tearing. “Because you have a darker side? We could’ve gone to couple’s therapy.”
“We couldn’t. Don’t ask me to explain why.” The things he says and the cool confidence in his tone soften me. “Not now.”
“Don’t you ever do it again.” I’m upset and shaken. However, I trust this psycho. Dammit. “I’m warning you. You made me hate myself.”
“For a good cause.”
I snarl. I fucking snarl at him. “There’s only so much I can take. I won’t always forgive you.”
“Beautiful, you can take so much.” He edges his hips forward, pushing another inch inside my asshole. “I’m here to show you just how well you can do it. I’ll show you everything.”
His words mess with my head while making all the sense in the world. My ass relaxes at this, and Marcus picks up on that. I don’t get another breath before he bottoms out inside me.
“Oh, fuck,” he groans. “You have such a tight ass, baby. I love fucking every hole in your body.”
He feels big. Feels like he’s stretching me. Like he’s taking me beyond my limits, throwing me from a cliff.
Fuck. He feels like he’s my king.
My fingers scratch the wall as I adjust to his girth. With my eyes are glued to his. He grounds me through the delicious pain. By being unapologetically himself. By making me his.
