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She nodded. “Yes, Josh. I dreamed every night about how youand Grim touch me, how you worship my body. I never thought I would cravesomething like this, but I do. I wouldn’t if I didn’t trust you, if I didn’tlove you and believe fully you love me, too. I’ve been scared I can’t trust myinstincts. Worried I made a mistake once so I’ll make it again and again, butI’ve learned. I’ve grown. I’m not the woman who thought I could fix the man.You don’t need to be fixed, Josh. Grim doesn’t need to be fixed.”
She’d come so far. He lowered his forehead to rest againsthers. “You don’t need to be fixed, Nic.”
“No, I need to understand what I want and need and ask forit from the people I love. From the people who love me. I spent my whole lifewondering how I would get through, how I would just survive sometimes from onemoment to the next. How to please the people around me so they let me stay. NowI’ve started to wonder who I can be, what parts of me I can explore, becauseI’m not worried about pleasing people.” She flushed. “It’s not that…”
He knew where she was going. “Baby, you don’t have to changeto keep my love. You can be irritated. You can get mad as hell at me or Grimand we’ll still be here. You can make mistakes and your family will still loveand support you.”
“Except Olivia.” Grim chuckled as he walked back into theroom. “She’ll throw your ass under a bus if you get caught underage drinking.”
A soft smile hit her lips. “I’ll try to avoid that.”
“I can think of other things to do.” If Grim was back thenthe bedroom was ready, and he hadn’t done his job. He lifted Nicole up and intohis arms. “Come on, baby. We want to welcome you home.”
In the sweetest way possible.
ChapterEighteen
Nicole felt light as Josh carried her through thehouse she’d come to think of as home. He always made her feel like she weighednext to nothing, but there was more to it tonight. She’d let go of her fears,of the worry she might not be enough for them, and it made the world feelbrighter, easing her soul.
Josh set her on her feet, and his hands immediately went tothe hem of her shirt, hauling it over her head.
“I thought you were supposed to have her naked and ready,”Grim complained. He looked so hot. He’d taken off his shirt at some point, andhis big, muscular chest was on display.
“We were having an emotional breakthrough,” Josh shot back.“She’s decided we’re not her asshole dead ex and she loves us.”
“You’re slow. Nic and I had this particular breakthroughhours ago,” Grim replied.
“Well, if you hadn’t had to go to dinner immediately, maybeI would have had mine with her, too. Your gut always gets us in trouble.”Josh’s head shook as she toed out of her shoes.
Her guys. They were two halves of a whole, and she wouldn’thave them any other way. “All the emotional breakthroughs are good. As soon asJack throws enough money at the problem of my potential incarceration for acrime I didn’t commit, we can get married and get super boring.”
Oh, she was wrong. “We won’t be boring. Trust me. I grew uparound a whole lot of threesomes,” Josh explained as he helped her out of herjeans. “There’s never a dull moment. But the danger stuff, yeah. I’m ready forboring when it comes to real danger.”
It looked like Grim had prepped the room. There was a towelon the middle nightstand, and it had lube and a prepared plug waiting for use.They would get her ready and then she wouldn’t be feeling the plug at all. Shewould have one of her men in her pussy and one in her ass. She would be betweenthem.
Where she belonged.
Grim moved in behind her and had her bra off with a simpletwist of his hand. Cool air hit her breasts but her skin still felt hot andwanting. She watched as Josh shrugged out of his shirt. His jeans had tentedwith his erection, and she couldn’t wait to get her hands on him.
Then she sighed and leaned back as Grim’s hands came frombehind to cup her breasts. She was left in nothing but her panties, and Joshwent on his knees in front of her, his fingers sliding under the waistband asGrim played with her nipples. His hips moved, rubbing that big cock of hisalong the seam of her ass.
Josh leaned in and inhaled the scent of her arousal. “Ain’t nothing boring about this, baby.”
The events of the day had been overwhelming, but shecouldn’t remember a single one of them as Josh dragged her panties down, tossedthem away, and then rubbed his nose right in her pussy like she was the bestsmelling flower he’d ever known. She was completely naked with the exception ofthe necklace she’d been given. She rather thought her men would try to replaceit soon, but she loved it.
Some things had happened and it had been emotional, but whatmattered now was she had a sweet dog to take care of and she was with them.
Fully and completely with them. Surrounded by them. Adoredby them.
Grim kissed her neck and twisted her nipples with enoughforce to make her squirm. Heat flashed through her, heightening the arousalspiraling through her.
Josh rose to his feet. “I believe I owe our sub somediscipline.”
He wanted to spank her now. “It’s okay. I’m ready. We don’thave to. Take me now.”
She knew it was the wrong thing to say the minute his browrose and his eyes went the slightest bit icy. The Dom was in control. It wassomething she might have feared had she not gotten to know all sides of thisman. Josh was the Dom and the friend and the son and brother. He was kind andopen about what he felt.
But he could also spank pretty hard.
