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He sighed and flopped over onto his back. “I have to make a decision about the band before the end of the week. Maverick and Killian have decided it’s time to leave to head to California.” He covered his face with his arm.
My heart shot into my throat. “Already?”
It was too soon. I needed more time. Blake was my world, and if he left, what else would I have? What if he realized that there was someone better for him? Someone who could give him things I couldn’t.
“Yeah, I know.” Blake sighed.
I tried to swallow around the tightness in my throat. “You have to do it,” I reminded him, even though my mind was screaming at him to stay. Stay with me, come with me, and be with me. Forever.
“I’m scared, Gretzky.”
“Of course you are, Blake. You’re going to leave everything you know behind to follow your dreams.”
He grunted softly. “That’s not what I’m worried about.”
I yanked his arm down. “Then what is it? Your mom?”
“I’m scared of leaving you, Tommy.” Blake’s chin quivered. “I love you. What if we drift apart? What if you find someone else? What if—”
“You’re my star in the dark night, Bug,” I assured him. “I’m yours, always yours, and we will never drift apart.”
A sob escaped his mouth, and Blake threw himself at me, his tears dampening my skin. I soothed his back as I told him that I loved him, and that we were in this together, until he calmed down, his tears stopped, and he peeked his head up to look at me.
“You love me?” Blake touched my face with the tips of fingers.
I nodded. “Yeah, Bug, I fucking love you.”
“You’ll wait for me. You won’t get bored or lonely or try to find someone else?” His voice trembled. “Because you’re it for me, Tommy. I don’t want another person to ever touch me the way you have.”
I sat up and hauled him into my lap. “I’ll wait forever for you. The only action my dick will see when you’re not with me will be my hand. We’ll have so much phone sex it might be illegal.”
“Phone sex?” Blake giggled, and his cheeks burned pink. His cock twitched between us, and I knew he liked the idea.
I hummed happily. “So much phone sex that we’ll end up uncomfortably chaffed.” I reached down to grip his length. “Because the only dick I want is the one I’m holding.”
“Oh, Tommy, yes, please.” Blake sighed as he leaned into me, his plump lips finding mine.
He whimpered as our tongues slicked together, both of them filling his wet mouth. I dragged my finger over his head and gathered the wetness, then twisted and jerked him. Blake buried his face against my neck as he moaned, his body trembling.
I eased him down onto his back, then splayed my body over his.
“Mine.” I kissed his mouth. “Mine.” I kissed his neck and shoulders. “Mine.” I kissed both nipples and all the way down to his bellybutton. “Mine.” I dipped my tongue inside, causing him to cant his hips. “Mine,” I growled as I rolled my tongue down to his groin. “All fucking mine.” I sucked the tip of his cock into my mouth, and Blake gasped, his hands finding their way into my hair.
“I want you inside of me, Tommy,” he whined.
I spread his thighs and shoved my tongue inside his tight, pink hole.
Sex before Blake had been good, but nothing compared to sex with my best friend. The sounds he made, how compliant and needy he was for me. I was only existing in this world until the day I kissed Blake. I was only drifting through life until that moment, and I wanted to keep him. Forever.
“Tommy, please,” he begged. He yanked on my hair so hard I thought he might pull it out.
I smirked as I pulled back, shoving my hand under the mattress for the lube I had stashed there. I uncapped the bottle and slid one finger inside him, then added another. Blake grabbed his legs and lifted them, giving me better access. He watched me with blown-out pupils, soft whimpers escaping his lips.
“Get on your hands and knees for me,” I instructed. I watched with an ache between my legs as he did as I told him. “Good boy.
Blake’s skin broke out in goosebumps, and when he glanced at me over his shoulder, he already looked wrecked. I slicked up my cock, nudged the tip against his hole and started to ease myself inside. Blake dropped his head back down and arched his back as he tried to urge me further.
He whined when I slapped his ass and gripped his hips. “Eager for me, Bug?”
