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Placing my hand on her cheek, I turned her head so that her eyes met mine. “Baby, this love we have, it’s got a mind of its own. It’s wild and urgent and fucking beautiful. It’s so strong and consuming and sometimes, I love you so much I feel like I’m gonna lose my mind, but I don’t want it to change. I want to be just as passionate about you in fifty years as I am today, but I have to admit it makes me a little crazy, and the thought of losing you…it’s too much for me. Way too much. That shit makes it hard for me to even breathe.”

“Zo, couples argue. I might need a time-out sometimes. It was wrong to stay gone overnight. I know that, but baby, I might need space sometimes, a few hours to clear my head, but I’ll always, always come back to you. You’re the love of my life. Don’t you realize that?”

I searched her eyes for a moment before saying, “Does that mean you’ll stay?”

She didn’t answer.

“Does it?” I repeated.

“Zo…”

“Please?”

She shook her head.

I leaned in and kissed her neck. “Doc, please. Please, stay. I don’t know how to be without you.”

With a deep sigh, she said, “No more secrets from either of us, and Zo, you gotta trust that I love you and wanna be with you. You’ve got to. You asked me to believe in you, but you have to believe in me, too.”

“I do, baby. I do.”

“I missed you.”

“I missed you, too.”

“And I’ll stay.”

I blew out a breath and rested my head against the closet wall. “Thank you. Thank you.”

She leaned against me, and I pulled her into my arms, kissing the top of her head, then her forehead, then lifted her chin again so that I could cover her lips with mine. She reached up and rested a hand on the side of my neck as she returned the kiss that swiftly escalated from sweet to sensual as her tongue slipped inside my mouth. I moaned into her mouth when she reached down and rubbed my erection through my pants, dug my hand in her hair and tried to pull her face closer to mine. But that was impossible, so I reached down and palmed her right breast through her t-shirt.

Then she broke our connection, and said, “No touching, Zo.”

I stared at her. The closet light was on, but with all the shelving and the clothes that hung around us, there was a shadow cast over her face. That, along with the authority in her voice, had my dick as hard as steel. “Yes, ma’am,” I responded.

She raised up on her knees and began unbuttoning my shirt, and once my chest was exposed, lowered her head and grazed my nipple with her teeth before covering it with her warm mouth and sucking on it, all while groping and rubbing my groin.

I clenched my hands beside me to keep from touching her, sucked in a breath when she unfastened my slacks, slid her hand into my underwear, and began massaging my erection as she lifted her t-shirt and bra and pinched her own nipple. I leaned forward and tried to lick her nipple, but she backed out of my reach. “No touching, baby.”

I nodded and fell back against the wall.

She stood and slowly undressed, dropping her clothes on the floor piece by piece—t-shirt, jeans, bra, panties—until she stood over me, naked, her legs spread apart so that I could gaze right up at my favorite part of her body. She stood there for so long, I started releasing and clenching my hands over and over. I wanted to feel the wetness and heat between her legs so bad I was about to lose it. “Can I touch it, baby?” I asked.

“No,” she said matter-of-factly, joining me on the floor again. “Take your clothes off, Zo.”

I scrambled to my feet as she reclaimed her seat on the floor and opened her legs wide. I damn near fell trying to get my pants off.

“Come back down here,” she ordered.

“Can I touch you now?”

“No. Lie down on the floor and close your eyes.”

I did as she said and gasped when she grabbed my dick and began sliding her hand up and down it. “Doc,” I moaned. “Let me touch you.”

“No!”

She straddled me, licking my mouth, my neck, my chest, sucking on the nipple she’d failed to show any attention earlier. Then she grabbed my dick and rubbed it up and down her clit as she closed her eyes and moaned. It felt so fucking good and tortuous to know I was that close to being inside of her but not inside of her, that I groaned from somewhere deep within me and my hands flew up. I smacked both of her thighs, and screamed, “Wooooo, shit!”

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