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“I’ll break her,” he says.
“Trust me, she’s a lot stronger than you think.”
Huh. I think I’m actually starting to like Autumn.
Jude lies on my back, breathing in and out, and my mind betrays me, wondering if the weight of him on me feels similar to how it would if we were having sex and he was on top of me. How many times have I dreamed of that exact image?
“Perfect,” Autumn says in a soothing voice.
I concentrate on the music, trying to push all the intrusive thoughts from my mind.
“Now, I want you two to face one another. This is the most intimate, but you guys will be naturals, I know it. Cross your legs and face one another, resting your arms on your legs, then stare into one another’s eyes.”
I look up from my lap, and Jude’s gaze is on me. Our eyes lock, and Autumn sits on the floor by us as if she’s our teacher and wants to make sure we don’t cheat.
“Feel the love you have for one another. We’re watering it with the hope it grows deeper roots. Make promises with your eyes.”
She continues talking quietly, and it’s not until she stops talking that tension builds around us.
“Slide closer, Jude. Be the giver, offering yourself to her.”
He scoots closer, our knees touching. I swallow, lost in his brown eyes because there is love there, and for what feels like the millionth time, I wonder if I just spit out the truth of my feelings, how would he react?
“Rest your arms on each other’s legs.”
Jude’s calloused palms land on my thighs and my stomach flutters. His muscled thighs flex under my hands and my fingers.
“I love you two. So easy.” She presses her hand on my back. “Now, Sadie, you’re going to straddle Jude.”
“What?” Jude asks, whipping his head toward Autumn.
She chuckles. “I’m not asking you to whip it out and have sex. She’s going to straddle you and wrap her legs around you. Then you’ll hold her close.”
I’m with Jude on this one.
“It’s usually the groom’s favorite part,” Autumn says.
“Fine,” he bites out.
Not exactly the invitation I was hoping for, but I get close, opening my legs to slide up on his lap. His eyes dip between my legs in the process of me getting on top of him.
“Just like that, Sadie. Now wrap your arms and legs around his body.”
I position myself like a koala, and Jude is the tree.
“Jude, wrap your arms around her, hold her body tight and close.”
He does, and I shift to get more comfortable, feeling something prominent at my core. Holy shit, he’s got a hard-on.
“Stop shifting,” he whispers.
Autumn stands and touches his shoulder. “Don’t worry, it’s a natural reaction.”
“Jesus,” he whispers.
“Stay like that until the music stops. Don’t worry about little Jude wanting in on the action. Concentrate on one another. Little Jude will get his action after I leave.” She laughs softly.
I close my eyes, but all the blood has traveled between my legs, and my core is pulsing. The feel of his hard length between my legs is all I can think about. Knowing I might never get to be this close to him again, I shamelessly grind into him, pretending to be trying to get more comfortable.
