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“Crap,” he says, following my gaze. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to. I can pay extra…”
“No, no. Don’t worry.” I smile as I fumble in my bag for my phone. “I was having too much fun to notice.”
I guess his second round of thrusting took longer than I thought…
There’s a stream of messages from Josh on my screen, and a couple of missed calls, but my phone was on silent and I didn’t hear them.
D&S? The messages say. Ella, are you there? D&S? Are you ok? Are you out of there?
My fingers are shaking as I reply with a D&S and a stream of heart emojis. Sorry. Just leaving now.
I hope I didn’t freak him out too bad.
Thank fuck for that, baby, he says. Thought maybe some psycho was trying to get you knocked up for real.
As I get the cab journey back, I’m a mass of emotions. It’s something I haven’t touched on in years, since the early days of my life with Connor when we planned our future family like lovestruck teenagers.
Two kids. That’s what we said. We were going to have two kids. Hopefully a boy and a girl.
I still want them… I know that.
Only now, with a twist in my stomach, I know it’s someone else I’ll be wanting them with.
User 3902’s cum might be dripping out of me, but one day I’ll want someone else to be inside me like he was, on a mission.
I just hope it’ll be Josh who gets me pregnant for real.
Chapter Twenty-Three
“So, come on,” Josh says as he tucks into his avocado salad. “How did you really feel about getting pregnant last night. Did it tick any boxes?”
We haven’t been up all that long, having slept in late and taken a leisurely shower together before throwing some clothes on and getting outside for some fresh air.
Fresh air and a luxury lunch, that is.
I take a mouthful of my smoked salmon, chomping it down before I answer. The Mulberry is becoming my favourite – brunch, lunch, dinner, I’d happily be in here every day of the week.
“It definitely ticked a box on the naughty list. Another kink with my name on it, mission accomplished. Five stars to me.”
“That’s not what I’m talking about,” he says, his gorgeous eyes fixing me in their usual green perfection.
I get a round of damn flutters, and poke at some of my fish. I wasn’t planning a life discussion over lunch, with the man who has my heart in his hands sitting across the table.
“I wouldn’t exactly say User 3092 would be my ideal baby daddy, but the kink was cool. Yeah. I liked it.”
“And in real life?”
It feels weird giving the answer, as though I’m at risk of saying too much, too soon. But it’s just a general question. No big deal. It just feels like one.
“Yeah. I want kids. One day.”
He grins, and my fears dry up to nothing.
“Cool.”
“Is it?” I ask.
“Yes, it is.”
