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Angela curled her legs around his hips and dug her heels into his backside, longing to have him deep inside her again. Blake didn’t move. He wouldn’t give in. Her mind went blank. There was something she needed to do, something she needed to say. The words wouldn’t form. The ache in her core grew more and more unbearable, and it became harder to breathe.
Blake gave her a wicked smile. “Tell me what to do, Angela.”
In a moment of clarity, she took his face in her hands and stared him right in the eyes. She wanted to make sure there would be no way he could misunderstand. “Fuck me right now, Blake Sullivan.”
“As you wish,” he said.
He pushed himself in so deep that Angela balanced between pleasure and pain. He brought her close to the edge, then slowed and waited for her to recover before bringing her close to the edge again. He lowered his mouth and sucked in one of her hard nipples. She cried out when he nipped the tip, pulling it into his mouth even more.
She had never been in control when it came to sex. Telling Blake what to do gave her a taste of the kind of sex she’d only read about. A part of her that she didn’t know existed woke up and wanted to play.
“Stop,” she said.
Blake looked at her with confusion. “Did I hurt you?”
“No, but I think I want you to.” Her face warmed, and she almost changed her mind. She bit her bottom lip. “I mean, I don’t know. Maybe. Never mind.”
“Angela, if that is something you want to experience, I can do that.”
She covered her face with her hands.
He rolled to the side and pushed her hands down. “Are you embarrassed?”
“Yes,” she whispered.
What am I thinking?
“Are you sure?”
She propped herself up on her elbows. “I feel safe with you. Safer than I have ever been. I have to live up to other people’s standards in every area of my life. I have to be what they want me to be. I loved Oliver with all my heart, but I’m not sure I ever let him see the real me. I never let myself completely lose control and be in the moment.”
“And you think pain will let you lose control?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it’s not about the pain or even about losing control. Maybe it’s about letting you control every part of me.”
He was quiet for a moment. “Have you ever done this before?”
“No.”
“Then there are a few things you should know. Pain should always lead to pleasure. It should never be unbearable. You may think you’re giving up complete control, but you are the one who holds all the control. If something is too much, say red. If it’s close to too much, say yellow. When everything is fine, say green.”
She smiled. “Like a traffic signal.”
He nodded. “Like a traffic signal.”
“Okay.”
He pushed a strand of hair behind her ear. “Angela, you have to communicate to me. This is not the time to be the bad-ass bitch that we both know you are. Can you do that?”
She took in a deep breath and slowly let it out. “Yes.”
He sat up against the headboard. “Then tell me what to do.”
“I think,” Angela inhaled a quick breath and blew it out quickly, the words tumbling from her mouth. “Spank me.”
“Then lay across my lap and let me see your beautiful ass.”
Angela shook her head. “That seems silly. Forget I said anything.”
