Caleb whistles. “You’re missing out. Getting your ass railed is like top-tier shit.”
“Jesus,” Whit says with a huff. “Please stop talking about your ass and shit in the same sentence.”
“I mean, babe. We all poop.”
I let out a laugh and then cover my mouth with my hand.
“Um, yeah I just…I don’t know…I don’t know what I’m doing.”
Sem bobs his head. “Just use lots of lube. That’s key.”
“Yeah,” Caleb says. “There’s some great stuff out there. It will feel like a dream when a cock is lodged up there like a brick.”
“Coop is a bottom,” I blurt, and they all look at me.
“Cool, well then, he knows what he’s doing. Just follow his lead.”
I bob my head and then blurt, “And I haven’t given him head either. I’m afraid I won’t do it right. That I’ll suck at it.”
“Speaking as a man who had extensive experience before Caleb, his first time going down on me was by far the best I’ve ever had.”
“Aw, babe,” Caleb coos and nuzzles further into his husband. “I was so good for you.”
“You were,” Whit says and then meets my gaze. “Just do what feels natural for you both. Listen to Coop and he’ll guide you.”
“Good advice,” Sem grunts and then turns toward me. “But honestly, let him eat your ass. You’ll love it.”
Caleb groans loudly. “Yes, eating ass is so hot. Let him stick his tongue up you.”
My face heats even thinking of it. “So, blow jobs and eating ass?” I say, trying to come off as humorous, but they take it far too serious.
“Yes, and then when you’re ready, fuck him. Fuck him good,” Caleb chimes in and then grins at me. “God, this is fun. I never thought I’d be a sex sensei, but here I am.”
“You’re doing good,” Sem says with a grin. “Whit is sure proud.”
Whit looks more embarrassed than proud, but when Caleb turns those blue eyes on him, I can see the love radiating off of them both. Whit loves this guy. A lot.
Does Coop look at me like that? Do I look at him with stars in my eyes?
I’m not sure, and I’m reluctant to find out in case he doesn’t.
But what if he does? What if he looks at me the way Whit looks at Caleb, the way Sem looks at Magnus.
I run a hand down my face. “So, is the sex talk over?”
“Yeah. I’m a little sad we didn’t get a chance to scare you,” Sem says, reaching down and pulling out a flamethrower. He turns it on and Caleb chuckles. “But then you just looked kinda sad and lost, so we decided to pivot.”
“And we decided talking would be better.”
I shift my gaze to each of them. “I deserve it, all the bad things. I was a shit, still am in ways. But I’m working on being better. Coop…he’s helping me be a better man.”
“And you like it more than you thought you would, huh?” Sem asks, flicking the flamethrower on and off.
I stare at the blue and orange flame as it flickers before me. “Yeah, I do. It’s so hot. It’s so good. It’s better than any relationship I’ve ever had.”
“Hm,” they all hum, and I wait for another bit of advice. Something to help me along the way, but all that happens is Sem stands and stretches.
“Seems like you know what you need to do. Now let’s get back before Emery knocks all the walls of my house down. I’m tired of replacing the drywall.”