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I had a feeling that whatever we were about to get up to, I’d rather do before my belly was full.
“No, no, I don’t mind any of this. I am… this is… I…”
“What, you have no words?”
Alexandra stood in front of me, her arms wrapped around my neck. I stared her in the face, trying to avoid looking at her tits that were justthere.They were better than I anticipated. I didn’t expect to be disappointed, but they were beyond my imagination. I pulled her closer, grabbing her ass. She kissed me again, but with even more energy than she had earlier. She was as desperate as I was.
I flipped her back on the bed, pinning her. Alexandra looked up, eyes wide.
“I don’t need words, do I?” I asked.
She shook her head.
“I think we understand each other. Yes?”
She nodded, biting her lip. The view of her looking almost angelic in the moment didn’t hurt. I had been fantasising about this for months. Ever since the time in the garden when we’d been all over one another unexpectedly, I wanted to do this again—to pin her and make her lose her mind.
I kissed her neck. She gasped and shivered. She moaned as ran my hand down her body. I wanted to see her naked.
“Take this off,” I pulled on the bra. “It’s useless!”
“Okay,” she agreed, breathing heavily.
I pulled back as she sat up and tossed it aside.
Meanwhile, I took in Alexandra’s breasts in all their glory—paying one nipple attention, then the other. She pushed her hips towards me and moaned more. Her breathing picked up.
I looked up, “That’s good?”
“So good,” she gasped.
I played with the top of her panties suggesting she should take them off. That was where things ground to a halt.
“Rick,” she said, her tone no longer so breathy.
“Yes, baby?”
“I’ve never been… with anyone. So if I’m like… bad at it… I promise I am… green. I can learn.”
She said it as if she were describing a showjumping prospect.Green? I was confused.
“You’re a… virgin?” I sat up, confused.
It wasn’t her inexperience that surprised me, but it was her total lack of experience that did. Who made it to twenty-one without a round or two? How did she even have the restraint to avoid it? And how had we made it this long without her telling me? I wasn’t prepared to deal with her neuroses. I’d expected we’d hit the ground running now that distractions were minimised. But now I was responsible for deflowering her? Fuck!
Thirty-Seven
Alexandra
Rick’s expression wasn’t one of excitement at the prospect of having a pure, virgin, unadulterated human. It was panicked. My entire life, I’d been told to prize purity above all else. Celeste ensured I remained white as the driven snow until my wedding day. No man in good standing wanted a woman who ran around. That was all I knew.
Rick looked concerned. We both went from 60 to 0 like an ancient Concorde on landing. Paranoia set in. Was he regretting his decision to marry me?
“I didn’t lie to you,” I said. “You never asked.”
“I expected it to come out sooner than this, Alexandra,” Rick said, astonished.
I tried to hide being upset, but I began to break down. My throat got that familiar itch. My lip quivered. Tears welled. I brought my legs to my chest. I wrapped my arms around them and buried my head in my knees, wanting to crawl into a hole and die.
