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“You look so fucking perfect right now. Ass up in the air and writhing for my touch. Do you need a minute before cleaning you up?”
I shake my head, thinking he means using a towel, but then his tongue touches my clit and my whole fucking body shakes. “Oh my fuck!” I’m so sensitive that one touch throws me into another orgasm and Adler smiles at me like he deserves an award. Fuck, at this point, I’ll give him whatever he wants.
16
Adler
Lily tucked her plate aside and settled on the side of the bed, taking a deep breath. She smiled and looked at me with gratitude—not only for the comfortable atmosphere but also for the understanding. I move closer and offer her a hug. Already I felt that this would be the start of something special between us.
Lily and I lean against each other, our embrace secure and intimate. We stay there for a few moments, each of us savoring the warmth of the other. I love feeling her body against mine, and knew I wanted to be there for her always.
“Can we talk?” she says, messing with her fingers. “Like about serious stuff?”
I stiffen because it sounds like she might be breaking up with me. This is when a woman decides that I’m too much. “Of course.”
She doesn’t make eye contact with me, which scares me even more.
“These last few days with you have been amazing, but I can’t help but wonder if you are looking for something else. Is being in a relationship with me going to be enough for you?”
Oh my god! I never want her to feel like she isn’t enough for me. “Lily, where is this coming from? The type of person I am, my goal every day is to show you how much you mean to me... have I not been adequately doing that?”
“We have sex a lot, and it’s great, but what’s our relationship without sex? I’m scared we are going to burn out of each other fast. I”m falling for you, Adler. It scares the fuck out of me, but it’s happening."
My heart sinks hearing those words. “This is what I am trying to avoid. When you need something, tell me. I wish I could read minds, but I can’t. I want to give you everything, Lily.”
She leans into my chest and cries. “I want to, but I just don’t know how. I’m scared to run you off. You deserve an amazing woman and I just can’t believe you chose me.”
If only Lily can see what I do. She is gorgeous inside and out and her curves tease me every day. Sex is a big part of any relationship, but I want more than that. When I’m eighty-five years old, I want to be able to laugh with my wife, and still find her beautiful because of her personality and intellect.“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met, and you need to stop worrying about that. I’m not going anywhere.”
We stay pressed together for a moment and I press her on what else is going on. “Is there something else? You have been a little distant today.”
She sighs. “My mother called earlier and asked why I wasn’t coming home for the holidays this year.”
“Well, why not?”
“Who wants to go home to a family that only judges me for moving out here? The last time I went out there, it ruined my whole vacation and I spent most of the time crying.”
“Then don’t go. Stay here with me. I haven’t had someone to spend the holidays with in years. But only if you want to.”
I look into her eyes. “Lily, I want to be your person who you come to when you need to talk, when you are feeling down, or just need some encouragement. I aspire to be your everything.”
It’s crazy how in such a short amount of time my feelings for her are so strong, but it’s been so long since I have had a companion and it feels right.
“I will always have your back and encourage you to chase after your dreams. Look at me. If I hadn’t believed in myself, I wouldn’t have a company today. So many people told me I would amount to nothing, and all I have done is prove them wrong, time and time again.”
Lily thanks me with a hug and a kiss. Her eyes are full of love and admiration.
We continue cuddling and talking, discussing her future plans and how I could help her achieve them.
“Something important we haven’t talked about freely. Do you want kids?”
She smiles up at me. “With you. Yes.”
My heart races. I have dreamed of having children of my own, but it’s not something I want to do without the women I love. It’s taken decades to find her, but here she is, laying in bed with me, giving me the truth.
“If you stick with me, Lily, we are going to have a bright, beautiful future together. We can have as many kids as you want...”
The conversation is intimate and real, and it feels so good to be open and honest with each other. We are both vulnerable, and I realize she feels as emotionally connected to me as I do to her.
