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Other experiences flickered behind my eyes, like a quick slideshow of all my different sex-capades. I had a type…a type that made me beg…that spoke dirty things into my ears. It was the type of sex that made my toes curl, my body vibrate with excitement, and tears stream down my face. I was free in those moments. Free from the pressures of my life and reality, free from crushing decision-making. But…although Kai and I toed the line of control in bed, we hadn’t fully crossed it. I hadn’t allowed him control.

I glanced up at him, his stare cutting into my soul. He watched me with bated breath, the hesitation he had still clear. I wanted to make that melt away—for him and for myself. Could I? After what happened with Nate? After hetookfrom me, could I be okaygivingto Kai?

“Dominate me,” I muttered without thinking it through any longer.

Kai tugged me down to him. I was ready to demand what I wanted, to argue with him. But he said nothing beyond my name falling from his lips as a warning.

“Control me,” I whispered into his ear, nuzzling his neck. “Use me.” I grinded my body against his.

He tensed beneath me, wrapping his hand in my hair. He tugged hard, my scalp prickling with pain.

Kai forced me to meet his eyes, his pupils blown with lust. His hips bucked forward, and the next thing I knew, he had my hands above my head and my back against the bed. I struggled against his hold, my heart racing against my ribcage.

Within seconds, the tip of his penis was pressed against my lips.

“Open,” he instructed.

I stared at him with a defiant glare, but it didn’t matter. Kai wouldn’t play the game anymore—not now I’d given him permission.Tell me how you want to be fucked…he’d said. And this was my reward.

He wrapped his hands back into my hair, tugging my mouth closer till I opened around his dick, slipping inside. He face-fucked me with little regard for how I felt and only focus on using me for his pleasure.

“You are so fucking beautiful with your mouth around my cock,” he groaned.

The nervousness flooded out of my body, replaced by the start of that floating feeling I had been craving to get back. The sense of no control when you have it all was intoxicating. I knew that if I choked too hard, if I cried in a way Kai wasn’t comfortable with, he would stop. He would stop and pull me into his arms, and everything would be okay.

So, I would give him the illusion of control and fall into it as hard as I could.

“Fuck, your mouth feels so good.” He pulled his cock away, sliding down. His finger thrust hard into my pussy without warning, forcing me to buck my hips up. “Does the pussy feel just as good…orbetter?” he asked with a wink. The sound of vibration roared to life before pressure built inside me. Pleasure exploded as my body jerked forward, surprised by the toy now inside of me, the ribbed outside rubbing against the sensitive walls that were now clamping down on it.

Kai twisted the toy with a slight in and out thrust, lining up the outer vibrator on my clit. My body roared to life, awakened by the sensations building and building.

He chuckled lightly, moving up to suffocate the thunderous moans about to escape my mouth. “Be a good girl now,” he muttered, lining himself up with me. “And take both of these cocks without making a sound.”

I whimpered, trying to hold back. But my pussy stretched around his thick cock and the vibrating toy.

He thrusted hard, then pulled out slowly. “The quieter you are, the faster I go,” he said, a smile tugging at his lips that made me think through my choices.

Before I could think too hard, he thrusted in.

My thigh muscles tightened with each one that was harder and faster than the last. I placed my hand over my mouth, desperate to keep the pleasure continuing. Pressure built in my core, and the vibration on my clit was constantly bombarding me with a sharp tickle that moved down to my toes.

Kai rocked inside me as the vibration of the dildo grew higher before it moved back down.

He held me on that edge, and with each strong thrust, I wanted more of him. With each vibration, I begged inside my thoughts for it to send me into bliss. A small moan escaped from my lips, and Kai slowed down.

I groaned in frustration, throwing my hands down at my side. My legs quivered as his cock pulsed inside me, not moving. I shifted up my hips, trying my hardest to get him to move, but he didn’t.

“Patience and listening…" he whispered into my ears. “Two very important components of appropriate manners, Audry.”

I shuddered at the use of my name. The raspy tone he wrapped around it was a present just for me. As the silence continued, the thrusting picked back up, bringing me closer tothe apex of pleasure. I yearned to tip over that edge, and at the same time, I wanted nothing but to sit on that edge and enjoy it.

The world faded around me. There was nothing but Kai and I.

Nothing else mattered.

Kai thrusted in hard again, my body convulsing under his hold. Ecstasy exploded through each tightened muscle.

My breath picked up, and my palm tightened against my mouth. My vision blurred, and my toes curled. This was what I forgot—this was what I had left behind after Nate.

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