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I stalked closer to her, determined to let her feel that again. Fuck the secrets. I didn’t want to deal with them—at least not today. I tugged her closer to me, her breath catching and her stare narrowing.
“Tell me how you want to be fucked, and I will do just that.” I pressed my lips against hers. “You are in control here,” I said. I didn’t finish the sentence how I wanted. How could I tell this woman she was in control of more than just sex? She held my heart firmly in her hand. I was at her mercy.
Chapter 31
Audry
Kai opened the door to his room. It had been my room this weekend, but I didn’t take the time to snoop through it. Instead, I avoided its suffocating scent whenever possible. I hated how much being in it made me miss him—his touch, his cologne, and his smile. Being in the room made the pit in my stomach grow, but now that pit weighed harder. I hated that I missed him as much as I did, but I loved the feeling of it all too much.
The light blue walls surrounded us, photo frames and small beach shells lined the shelves. His large bed was in the center of the room, a green comforter ruffled by me.
He turned me around to face him, his arms wrapping around my waist. He stared at me with conviction on his lips and words tucked behind his teeth. I could sense he wished to say more, that there was something he wasn’t sharing.There were always things he wasn’t sharing.
But as his lips moved to mine, it didn’t matter. The secrets fell away with the subtle movements of his mouth against mine. They were soft, delicate, flowing with the grace of a dance. His tongue dragged along my bottom lip, a sensation that sent a spike of heat flooding down to my center. I needed him.
“I missed you,” I whispered against his lips. “I really missed you.”
Kai lifted me into his arms, and I nuzzled my face into his neck. He laid us down on the bed, tracing small circles onto the flesh of my arms. The moment had grown hesitant and intimate. Was I ready for that? Could I ever be ready for that?Intimacy.
Sex was never showing every part of me like they said in movies. No, it was more akin to pleasure seeking. But when he tugged the shirt from my body, goosebumps formed along my naked skin, and a shiver ran down my spine. My biceps tensed as I struggled to stop them from shaking. I was more on display than I had ever been with any other man.
Kai stared at me with wide eyes before drawing his finger across my cheek. I closed my eyes, tilting my head so he would touch more of me. I wanted him to touch all of me, to have his fingerprints on every inch of flesh and bone.
“I missed you more than you will ever understand, M’lady,” he whispered, his hot breath tickling my neck.
I inhaled deeply, the woodland scent mixed with a metallic tint.
His fingers dragged along my neck, rolling down my side till they reached the edge of my belt line. Goosebumps grew along my flesh, and a line of heat followed wherever he traced.
My eyes fluttered open. I studied him as he studied me. His stare focused on the patterns he traced on my skin, and my gaze focused on his handsome face. Worry sat between his eyes, his jawline lined with neglect, and the edges of his lips curled ever so slightly.
With shaky hands, I moved to the hemline of his shirt, pulling it over his head. Each of his tattoos on display before me, a story of his life that I wanted to learn about—wanted to be in. His dark eyes widened as I rolled him over. I bit at my lip asI undid the button of my jeans. Slowly, I got to my feet, never breaking eye contact.
He watched silently, his hands tucked behind his head, propping it up for a better view.
I swayed my hip as I slowly peeled my jeans off.I should have chosen better panties for this.The insidious thought burrowed into my mind and forced my cheeks to flush.
As my anxious gaze met his, all the thoughts melted away. The air crackled with electric energy as we stared at one another.
Kai’s slightly parted lips exhaled a soft breath of air as he took in the view of me. There was an irresistible attraction between us, a gravitational force that pulled us together.
A smile played on my lips as he went to yank me back onto the bed. I backed up, making my way to his drawer. He wasn’t joking about the toys, although I didn’t use them without him.
I slipped a pink one—the sides ribbed for pleasure—into my hand. The dildo portion vibrated softly, while its curved secondary pleasure buzzed with joy. I clicked it off, happy that it worked. “So…" I inched closer to him, crawling onto the bed.
He glanced at the toy, then at me, and shifted. His dick was at full attention under his jeans.
“Why don’t you take those off?” I glanced down, kissing the dip of his hips.
His body tensed underneath me in a beautiful way.
I unbuckled his pants, and he quickly shimmied out of them, excited for what was to come. Within moments, I continued lining him with kisses, dragging my lips toward his cock. I flicked my tongue along his length before wrapping my lips around him.
I glanced up as I pumped up and down, flicking my tongue along the center vein. His hands gripped into my hair, dragging me down further till I had him entirely in my mouth.
“You never told me how you wanna be fucked, Audry.” Kai’s raspy voice burned me at my center. Something about the grittiness of those words and how they were laced with an order had my knees shaking. He dragged my head up, and the popping sound echoed.
I licked my lips, the taste of him lingering. Images of my sex life before him floated to the front of my mind. It wasn’t the smartest thing to think of other men while in bed with another, but something had changed between us.
