Page 45 of Beginnings


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“What do you want?” My eyes bore into hers.

“You.”

I groan under my breath. “Olivia, I want you so fucking much, but I need you to be sure. There’s no way I can have you in my bed if you’re not ready for what I’ll do to you there. I won’t be able to control myself.” This is exactly what I want, but I think her guilty conscience is rubbing off on me because I still feel the need to give her an out.

“I don’t want you to control yourself.”

Fucking finally. “Come here.” She shrieks as I take her hand, pull her to me, and sweep her up into my arms. She puts her arms around my neck and I overtake her soft lips with mine. I carry her into the house and up the stairs, only putting her down once we’ve reached the bedroom. “It feels so good to have you in my arms.”

She looks at me with a new heat in her eyes. “I don’t ever want you to let me go.”

Not a fucking chance in hell will that ever happen. “Never.” I lean in and possess her mouth.

Olivia

I’m feeling things I shouldn’t be feeling about a man I just met a few days ago.

I pull my shirt over my head and reach back to unhook my bra when he holds my wrists. He brings them to his lips to kiss the inside of each wrist, making me ache deep in my core.

“Let me.” He reaches behind me, releasing the clasp. A shiver races over my body as he slides the straps down my shoulders until my breasts are revealed to him, to which he responds with a groan. Knowing I’m having this effect on him makes the pulse between my legs throb with need. My breathing stills when he lays me back on the bed, cupping my breasts as he kisses my neck. He teases and tickles my sensitive skin with his tongue, paying special attention to the curve of my neck.

He rises above me suddenly. His eyes search mine as he asks, “Are you sure?”

“I’m sure, Ethan. Don’t stop.” I run my fingers through the back of his hair with one hand while I explore his chest with the other. “I want this. I want you.”

I cling to the heat of his body as he presses me to him, taking my mouth with his. I whimper when he pulls back, grieving the loss of his lips on mine. “Patience,” he whispers with a grin, giving me another quick kiss before beginning to unzip my jeans. I close my eyes as my fingers trace the hard ridges of the muscles in his arms as he takes each breast with his mouth before trailing soft kisses down my stomach, then sliding my jeans off, tossing them aside.

My heart pounds in my chest and we both breathe heavily as he stands to look at me lying on his bed in only my red lace panties. “Fucking beautiful,” he says right before kneeling to nibble over the top of my panties. My hips buck upward, eager to meet his touch, as his teeth graze over my arousal. I shriek in shock when he suddenly discards my panties with one swift yank.

“I’ll buy you new ones,” he says with a heated grin before consuming my mouth with his once again. I can barely control my fast and labored breathing as my hands explore his chiseled bare chest. Our legs intertwine and his arousal teases mine.

“God, Olivia. I love you so fucking much,” he says, captivating me with his eyes.

“Then show me.”

His hand finds my arousal, and I arch my back in pleasure as he swallows my whimpers with his kiss. I close my eyes as I feel the pressure build within my core, but then he pulls away and I gasp, missing the feeling of his presence and wanting more. His tongue lightly teases down my abdomen, sending me writhing below him when he lands on the insides of my thighs. My legs naturally part for him, and I grasp at the sheets, squirming as he holds me still while he uses his tongue to send me plunging over the edge.

I’m still swimming in the reverberations as he trails kisses up to my neck. “Are you okay?” he whispers, nibbling my ear.

“Okay?” I laugh a little. “I’m so much better than okay.”

“And, it’s about to get so much better, baby.”

I reach down and wrap my hand around his erection, and he groans in appreciation as his head drops to my shoulder. I squirm with anticipation, and a bit of nerves as I feel the enormity of his excitement.

“Olivia, what do we need for birth control?”

“I’m on the pill. Do we need to be concerned about?—?”

“We aren’t susceptible to STDs, it’s unheard of, but I’ll wear protection if it makes you feel safer.”

“No, just kiss me.” I pull his lips back to mine. I don’t want anything between us. I want to feel all of him. He leans down and kisses me again. His eyes are filled with hunger as he slides between my legs, and holds himself over me.

“If we do this, you’ll be mine, Olivia. I need you to know that.” I nod as my head swims, drunk on his masculine sexual power. “I need to hear you say you understand, Olivia.”

Oh, for the love of God, enough talking.

“Yes, yes. I get it, Ethan.” I breathe the words out as I pull him to me. My breath catches, and then I gasp at the feeling of his amplitude as he slides inside me. My back arches and my head rolls back. I’ve never felt so physically and emotionally full. He holds still in this position for a moment. “Are you okay? I know it’s more than you’re used to with human men.”

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