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Touch him!
Drew hovers over me. He crushes his mouth on mine with one knee planted between my thighs. I rest my quivering hands on his sides and he lowers himself to lie on top of me.
He kisses my neck again. I tremble involuntarily as new pleasures tickle my skin. It sends shock waves down my spine, traveling all the way down my legs as his hand inches beneath my skirt.
I bite my quivering lip. My heart pounds against my ribs, thumping so loudly in my eardrums I can’t even hear the movie anymore. I melt beneath the warmth of his kiss tickling my neck. His breath, his tongue. His hand gently caresses my outer thigh, awakening sensations I’ve only ever felt when I was alone.
Drew drags his lips back to my mouth as he takes a breath. I meet him with parted lips, my tongue begging for just one taste of him. We kiss once. Twice. Again and again.
I part my legs. Drew shifts his body to settle between them. He looks at me like an animal begging for water or food, like he has to have me or else he’ll die. It scares me, but my body throbs even more. I listen to it; I submit to it. I let myself tug his shirt free from his belt. I drift my fingers beneath it to touch his warm skin. I let my innermost instincts take over as his breath quickens, and he kisses me even harder.
Drew rolls his hips, rubbing his erection against my inner thigh. I gasp with surprise. Passion grows in me, but so does fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of pain and embarrassment. Or possibly losing this spark we have...
Just relax.
Enjoy yourself.
I like this guy. I really, really like this guy. Drew is sweet and amazing and the best possible candidate to do this with.
Just take a breath.
Don’t over-think it.
Go get some.
I unzip his pants. His body quivers as I slide my hand beneath the elastic of his briefs.
I give him a good squeeze.
“Ow—!”
Drew hisses as he recoils away from me, his face contorted in great physical pain.
I release him, realizing that I might have... gone a bit too far south.
“Oh, god! I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” I gasp. “Did I hurt you?”
“No, no...” he says, lying as he laughs it off. “It’s okay, just... maybe try it again with a little less enthusiasm.”
I cover my face, mortified. “Oh, god. I can’t do this.”
“It’s okay,” he says, still wincing.
“No.”
I roll out from under him onto the floor.
“Heidi...”
I crawl a few feet away before shuffling to my feet. “It’s cool if you never want to see me again,” I say, not looking back as I bolt into the hallway.
“Heidi, wait!”
I don’t stop. I escape into my room and close the door, promptly collapsing against it as my insides wither and die.
This will haunt me forever.
I have to change schools.
