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I harden underneath her, gripping her hips, I flip us over so she’s on her back. Bliss starts to tug on my shirt, pulling it over my head and dropping it to the floor. Next, I feel her little feet pushing my basketball shorts down.
“In a hurry, baby?” I smirk, lifting to get my shorts off after kicking my shoes off. My fingers hook on to her shorts, sliding them off slowly. Fuck me, no panties, just her pretty pink pussy. “Damn.”
Bliss blinks innocently and bites her lip. Her legs drop open showing me how wet she is already.
“How am I ever going to let you go?” I mummer to myself.
“Then don’t.” She catches me off guard, I didn’t think she heard me. “Let me be the Lola to your Bugs.” Bliss reaches up to touch my face, but I duck and lean in to kiss her. Bringing up the movie we watched one night twisted my gut, I could never be her Bugs and she could never be my Lola. Not matter how much I wish we could be.
I know she wants more but I can’t give her that, so instead of telling her that again, I quiet her with a kiss and my fingers, dipping in and out of her warmth. She moans against my lips and I know I win. I don’t want to talk anymore, I just want to feel her and savor her one last time.
Bliss is fast asleep; her pink covers barely covering her naked body. I can’t take my eyes away from her, taking in her freshly fucked blonde hair, her kiss swollen lips. She looks beautiful and I want to remember this. Taking out my phone, I snap a picture. I never keep pictures of any girl in my phone but she’s not any girl. She’s the girl I let get away. She wants me, rough edges and all, but I made the decision for her.
Walking over to her dresser, I find our schedule and turn it over to the blank back. Grabbing a pen from a holder, I scribble a few words, seems that’s all I can come up with. I’m not shit, and I accept that.
Laying the note next to her on the bed, I blow her candles out, inhaling the smell of her one last time before walking out of her room and closing the door behind me softly.
I have to force my feet to move because all I want to do is turn back around, tear up that note, get back in the bed, and hold her. It’s not an option for me though, so I leave. Thankfully, the apartment is quiet and there is no sign of India or Patrick when I reach the front door. Unfortunately, when I go to open the door it’s already opening. India jumps back startled.
“You scared the shit out of me.” She passes me. “Sneaking out at midnight?” Her green eyes narrow.
I ignore her question. “My bad. See you around.” I walk out the door past her. I already feel like an asshole but knowing tomorrow Bliss will wake up with me gone makes my stomach hurt.
She deserves better.
