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“Maybe I wanted to be caught.”

“I don’t believe that for a second. You wanted to leave your comfortable life back in my room, for a shittier one awaiting your death? I don’t think so. Stop lying to me.”

“I’m sorry…”

“You should be fucking sorry,” he says, stepping closer. “But the only person more sorry than you is me. I never should have gotten involved with you in the first place. You’ve been nothing but trouble ever since.”

“Then why did you?” I ask.

He steps forward again, but this time I take a step back, trying to keep some distance between us even though he still holds the other end of my leash. But Selliss follows me, taking another step towards me.

This time, when I back up, I feel a tree against my back. Selliss gets in my face until we’re practically nose to nose. And because I don’t know when to shut up, I open my mouth again.

“If I’ve been nothing but trouble for you, then why did you keep me around? Why did you fuck me every night for hours on end? Why didn’t you just discard me after the first time, in search of someone better?”

His golden eyes darken to an almost brown shade, and his breathing becomes heavier, as does my own. With him this close to me, I’m reminded of all those nights sharing a bed with him.

I’m reminded of the way his breathing was an almost calming sound that helped me fall asleep at night. Even when he was one of the reasons I couldn’t fall asleep.

“Maybe I just like fucking you,” he snarls.

“Did you ever ask me what I liked?”

“Oh, don’t play that game with me. I think you liked it just fine. No one has ever screamed my name as loud as you did every time you came.”

“Who said that was real?”

“Your pussy.”

I stare at him, baffled at the audacity of this man. His hot breath tickles my face, and I find myself lowering my eyes in submission. Right down to his lips.

Oh gods, those lips. I can’t deny the way they’ve made me feel in the past. Even if I would never admit that to him.

Selliss yanks on the leash, and I return my gaze to his.

“Admit that you liked it when I fucked you.”

“No –”

Before I’ve even finished the word, his lips are crashing into mine. I submit immediately, unable to resist the temptation. Because he’s right.

He lifts me up, and I wrap my legs around his waist as he pushes me back against the tree. His hands roam around my body, moving from my ass to my breasts, where he pinches my nipples.

I let out a soft moan and he growls into my lips in return. His lips… they’re so fucking soft against mine, and it’s impossible not to get lost in them. I forget what we were even arguing about as we cling to one another.

I let my hands wander up to his face, feeling his cheekbones. Memorizing them. I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him closer and breathing in his scent. I memorize that, too.

Suddenly, he pulls away and drops me back to the ground. I straighten out my clothes, avoiding eye contact.

“We should keep walking. In case anyone comes after us.”

“Okay.”

I follow him, and neither of us talks for a while. What’s left to say?

As we walk, I feel more confused than ever. I think back to the last time we had sex, and how for the first time, it felt like sex with a lover. Not that the times before that didn’t sexually please me, because they did.

It’s just that the last time felt the most real. It didn’t just feel like him fucking me, it felt like we were fucking each other. And I liked it. A lot.

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