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The words were sweet but the look on his face made me nervous.
“I’ll remember.” Yes, I’d be good as long as he stopped thinking about whatever he was considering. “I…I’m ready to be your pup now, Sir.”
That was definitely a better plan…his Dom was popping out and I wasn’t sure I’d like the results.
Somehow that was my fault for getting embarrassed and I wasn’t sure my drama was going to end up being worth it in the long run.
“Do you remember that we talked about orgasm control?” Leif asked the question so easily it took me a second to realize what he’d said.
Oh no.
Play dumb?
No, he’d probably have fun going into detail about the whole idea.
Panicking took too long and he started to nod. “I thought so. You need a more constant reminder that there’s nothing to be embarrassed about and that I’m in this with you, so—”
He let the dramatic pause drag out as he reached down and barely caressed my shaft, settling on just teasing the head and my slit. “I want to control your orgasms.”
Fuck.
He wanted it.
He really did.
He was a sneaky asshole but all I could do was whine.
“We’ll work on appropriate rules with it, but for now, if you want to come it has to be by my hand or with my permission.” He said it so simply that I couldn’t decide if I wanted to orgasm or pout. “You’re either going to say ‘Yes, Sir’ or you’re going to say one of your safewords so we can go over how you’re feeling.”
Ugh.
Flopping back down over him, I buried my face against the couch.
“Yes, Sir.”
I might agree with him but that didn’t mean I was going to be a good sub about it.
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“What do you say if you don’t like the sensation and you want to stop?” Leif’s question would’ve been easier to answer if I were dressed and he wasn’t looking so sternly sexy.
“Um. I safeword.” Yes, or he’d lose his mind. “I promise to safeword if I’m struggling for any reason.”
That was easy to promise because he’d be impossible to live with if I did something stupid like suffer in silence.
“What do you do if your pup side is having a problem but you don’t want to use words?” His tone said he wasn’t going to let up until I’d given him the right answer no matter how weird it was being naked when he was fully clothed.
He didn’t seem to care that it was distractingly erotic…or maybe he just hadn’t noticed? Leif was kind of preoccupied with the pup stuff and making sure we did it right.
Air in.
Air out.
I could do it.
“I tip the bell over.” Nodding to the Christmas bell on the coffee table that I’d gotten from a part-time job as an elf at the mall a few years ago, I took a deep breath. “That will let you know that I’m having a problem or that something needs to change.”
We’d gone over it so many times I’d almost forgotten how weird and embarrassing the whole situation was.
