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I’m so close I can taste it.
“That’s it, little pet,” he murmurs, “come for me.”
He strokes my clit in a steady motion, and I’m shattering around him. I scream his name as I come apart, my muscles tightening around him.
“Fuck,” he groans. His thrusts are wild, and he pounds into me until he comes with a roar.
I slump against the table, completely spent, and he wraps his arms around me. After a long moment of silence, I open my eyes. He’s still staring at me.
He pulls out of me, and I gasp in shock.
“Silas…”
He quickly knots, then disposes of the condom and wraps his arms around me again, tucking my head under his chin. “I’m here. You did good.”
I relax into him, and he holds me until the cold starts to seep into my bones, and I begin to shiver.
“I’ll get you some water, beautiful.”
I nod, suddenly parched and aware of how sore my throat feels. “Thank you.”
He kisses me and then leaves me. I rub my arms, trying to warm myself against the cold. When he comes back, I’m still curled up on the table. He sits beside me and holds out a bottle of water. “Drink.”
I take it from him and drink it all before reaching out for him. He passes me a blanket. “Thank you.”
“Anything for you, beautiful,” he murmurs.
I shake my head. “Don’t call me beautiful.”
He takes my hand and kisses my knuckles. “Why not?”
“It’s too much.” I know I’m being irrational; I just can’t help it.
“Why is it too much?” he presses gently.
“Because I feel things I shouldn’t. Because I’m broken, inside. Really fucking fucked up beyond all belief. And because you can’t love someone who loves being in pain.”
He kisses me again then nods sadly. “I understand.” He wraps me even tighter in the blanket. “Let’s get you to bed. You need to rest. It’s been quite a second day for you.”
I’d protest, but I’m so tired that I don’t really have it in me. Ithasbeen a hell of a day. Again. Fuck. I’ve only been here two days and so much has already happened. Will it always be like this? Or will things settle down?
I can live without the repeated attempts on my life, but being two days and two dicks in I’m not so sad about.
My eyelids feel like there’s lead weights attached to them pulling them down, and I don’t have the strength to even stand up, let alone get dressed and see myself back to my room.
Silas shuffles around me, but I’m too busy resting my eyes to figure out what he’s doing. Eventually though, he slides his hands under my legs and lifts me bridal-style into his arms, still wrapped in the scratchy woollen blanket he gave me. I blink open my eyes and look at him. Up close his long, thick, dark lashes are such a contrast to his pale complexion that it makes him seem like he’s wearing makeup, but it just adds to his beauty. I wasn’t lying or in some post-coital daze when I said he was beautiful; he really is breathtaking.
“I’m going to carry you back, is that okay?”
I nod sleepily and curl into him, resting my head against his chest and listening to the steady thrum of his heartbeat. It’s lulled me into a deep slumber before the lift even comes.
I’D RATHER LIVE A LIE WITH HER, THAN BE DEAD WITHOUT HER
‘FUCKING CRAZY’ – SKYLAR GREY
GHOST
Well, that was unexpected. I have to say, if I wasn’t so fucking sated, I’d be disappointed in myself for succumbing to her so easily.
