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“Any special requests?” My dad asks.
“Nope, you already know what I like, Dad.”
“Jace?”
“Uh, I’ll just eat whatever Ella eats, I’m not picky.”
“Okay, sounds good,” he pauses before closing the door, “Jace, can we talk privately before you leave?”
“Yeah, no problem, Mr. B, I’ll come find you.”
“Stop with the Mr. B,” my dad chuckles, “Just call me Ethan, already!” He shuts the door after winking at my bully.
I could never go to my parents about my problems with Jace. They love him like a son, and would brush it off as nothing. I’m stuck dealing with this on my own, in my own way. The problem is, I’m not sure which way is the right way. I sigh.
My hand is scooped up into a larger one as Jace says my name, “Ella, I don’t want you thinking of me as your bully anymore. I want us to be together, and I will do whatever it takes to be with you.”
“Does that include giving up bossing me around and expecting my obedience?” I already know the answer, but I ask anyway.
He smirks, “You already know the answer to that. The thing is, Ella, this is who I am, it’s part of the package. I know that it turns you on, so please don’t deny it. Your body likes the pain that I put it through, because you are a bit of a masochist, you crave the pain, even though you don’t want to acknowledge it. I get it,” he continues, “You’re scared of what people might think, but fuck them! You know what you want…what you need, Ella. I want to be the one to give it to you. All I ask is for your obedience…for your submission.”
Everything he is saying are things that I’ve already thought about, but none of it matters if my other needs don’t get fulfilled as well. I will not throw away my future for great sex…that’s a hard limit for me.
“Why can’t the whole D/s status stay in the bedroom? I could agree to that.” I can’t believe I’m admitting that.
His head shakes back and forth, “It’s twenty-four-seven, Ella.”
“I refuse to walk with my head bowed or not be allowed to speak unless spoken to! I want the freedom to express myself when I want, Jace, and I’m damn sure not walking around naked all day, if and when we ever move in together! I will not be shared or made to pleasure your friends or strangers!” I’m working myself up over everything that I remember reading about with these kind of relationships, spitting out outrageous things that actually do turn me on when reading about it, but never being able to do it myself.
His chuckle snaps me out of the state I’m in, “Do you actually think I would want anybody seeing what is mine? In case you haven’t noticed, I’m very possessive when it comes to you, but in the future, if you ever want to try and scene with me at the club, then I would consider granting you that wish. Something tells me that I don’t have to worry about that, though,” He grins, “I don’t want a slave, Ella, I’m not that hardcore. I just need to do things my way to make sure that you are safe at all times. Give me this, Ella, and I promise that you will find great pleasure as my sub.”
“I just don’t know…”
He grabs my chin when I try turning away, “How about we start small? How about we call you my girlfriend first, so it doesn’t seem so scary?” He rubs his thumb back and forth across my bottom lip, “I’m always willing to compromise…to an extent, and as long it doesn’t put you in any danger.”
I close my eyes as I try to decide, but then his lips are on mine. Slowly at first, but then his hand slips up to cup the side of my face as he deepens the kiss. He starts to pull away before I’m done, so I grab his head to hold him to me. It’s a bold move on my end, but I love the feel of his lips on mine, and I’m willing to do what it takes to make it last just a little bit longer.
I have to pull away, though, when the burning need below grows. Laying back, I stare up at the guy who has been my bully for far too long, and I now see that guy as someone who will be able to help me explore my own needs without judgement. The only question is, will I?
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JACE POV
I leave Ella to rest after eating lunch in her room. She told me that she would think about my offer of being my girlfriend, but I already think of her as just that. She will come around with a little coaxing, so I’m not too worried. All I have to do is break out my charm and boy-next-door smile, and I have her panting at my feet like a needy slut. Not that I think of her as a slut in that sense, but eventually she will be my own personal slut.
I stop in front of Ethan’s home office, and knock. When I hear him call out, I enter and glance around to see if anything has changed since the last time I was in here. Aside from it having a fresher coat of paint, everything is the same as I remember.
“Ah, Jace, come in and close the door.” Ethan waves his hand at me and points to the chair that he wants me to take.
Shutting the door, I lower myself into the chair across from his, “Thank you for lunch, what did you want to see me about?”
Ethan leans back in his chair and seems to be considering on what he’s going to say. The silence thickens a bit, but then he just spits it out, “It was you, wasn’t it?”
I’m a little confused by his assumption, because it could mean anything, “Uh, what was me?”
“You’re the one that went after Ella’s attackers, weren’t you?” He tosses the accusation out as though he already knows the truth, but all I do is question him with my brow, “You left for a bit last night, right after you called Elaine, and was gone for about an hour.”
“I guess, I’m not quite sure what you’re talking about, Ethan,” I play dumb, but I’m not sure that he’s buying it, “I didn’t know anything about any attack.”
