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I sob even harder, feeling like an idiot for not keeping my walls up.
I don't know how long I sobbed, but by the time I finally got up off the floor, it was dark outside, and my head was killing me. I go to my tiny bathroom and quickly wash my face before going to bed with a heavy feeling like my happiness just died.
I lay here for a little while before I reached for my phone and saw a missed text from a few hours ago.
I open it, and my anger takes place.
My Man – going out of town for two days on a club run. Call if you need me, Precious. I know you're struggling with everything; let me help you. I miss you xxx
Yeah, he missed me so much that he went and got a blowy from some whore who knew I was there. I click on his contacts as my rage flows through me and block his number. As far as I'm concerned,
We're done.
Chapter 15
Dagger
We've just pulled up to the clubhouse, and I sigh, feeling fucking exhausted.
Normally the run is done in roughly 8 hours, but because of the thunderstorms, we had to schedule it for two fucking days. I can't wait to sleep in my own fucking bed tonight, preferably next to my girl, but that'll have to wait until tomorrow.
I get off my bike and nod to Shane, but he turns his head towards the road, ignoring me, and I furrow my brows, about to head his way to find out what his problem is, when Ink slaps my back. "Come on, brother, I'm fucking starving; I need food before I go find my fucking woman." I just raise a brow at him, and he scowls at me. "She is my fucking woman; she knows it; she just has to get on board."
I laugh as we walk into the clubhouse, forgetting about Shane's weird behavior. Ink said some stupid shit apparently before we left, and she's ignored his calls since. I don't know which was worse, Flame or Ink. I shake my head as we enter the clubhouse. Just as I'm about to follow Ink to the kitchen, I notice Stormy and Leslie, who both intercept him.
Yeah, fuck that shit.
I pat Ink on the back and continue walking down to my room at the clubhouse, ignoring his call.
I can't be assed going all the way to my house I have here; I need a fucking shower. I got Axel to build it while I was away. Apparently, Leslie was trying to convince our then-president, Dead Shot, that I gave permission for Ink to have my plot of land so he could have a bigger house built. When Axel rang and asked why I didn't want the plot, I told him to get my home built but not to give my keys to anyone, and to this day only I and Axel have a key. I barelystay in it to be honest, though; it's next door to Inks, who started building a year after mine was built, and Leslie's always around his house trying to interfere.
The less I have to see her, the fucking better.
I reach my room and unlock my door, ignoring Clitter, leaning against Axel's door and waiting for me. I walk in and quickly shut it before she can even move. Like, fuck, is she getting into my room.
I hear a screech, and I roll my eyes.
I messed up, I know. I shouldn't have let her fucking touch me, and if Melanie finds out, then I can kiss my relationship goodbye.
Fuck, why the fuck did I do it?
I sigh and shake my head before heading to my shower. Melanie won't find out because I won't fucking lose her. I messed up; I clearly wasn't thinking. I know I was trying to forget my demons, which is no excuse, and I was trying to punish Mel for not leaning on me, making me a fucking dickhead for it.
I fucked up big time, but I cannot lose her; I won't.
I turn the water on before undressing and climbing under the spray.
I drop my head against the tiles while closing my eyes.
Melanie's beautiful blue eyes come to mind, and I sigh again.
Fuck, do I miss my girl.
I've called her several times in the past two days, but it rings out like she blocked my number, but I know she hasn't. She may not have said the words, but I know she loves me; she needs time to process everything.
My cock starts to get hard, and I picture her slowly going down onto her knees in front of me, her big blue eyes looking at me with innocence. Fuck, I palm my cock while picturing her running her hands up my thighs before wrapping her hand around my rock-hard cock. I moan as I squeeze my dick hard from base to tip. She slowly licks the tip of my cock that oozes with pre-cum, moaning at my taste before taking the head into her mouth and sucking it gently. My hand moves quicker as I picture her deep-throating me while moaning around my cock, my spine tingling before cum spurts from my tip hitting the shower wall.
"Melanie.."
