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Neither Stefan and I moved an inch. We sat rigid in our chairs, facing Liev Banin. We were both on the same page, waiting for him to continue.
He tented his index fingers under his lower lip as he eyes drifted over us both. "Congratulations are in order. You are no longer Anderson. At least under human laws."
"I haven't been Anderson under supernatural laws for quite some time, Liev." My lips parted in a tight smile. "But we're not here to play catch up. I...we need your help."
"Garrett advised me 15 years ago I would have the honor of assisting you in the part of your journey," Liev began. His heavy gaze locked on me. "Do you understand the ramifications as to what you are doing?"
"The ramifications? Explain." Stefan's gruff voice cut in, his already tense muscles tightening, standing out sharply through his thin t-shirt. His brow was furrowed, his mouth a thin line of worry.
Liev shrugged and stood, perusing a shelf for a book. He pulled the heavy text out and brought it to his desk. He resumed his previous slumped position and studied us both intently again.
"When we go back to unlock our past, we discover things about ourselves that can be detrimental as well as helpful. You may see things you don't want to remember, Josephine. You have been a watcher for many centuries. Your spiritual body was waiting for this form to complete your destiny. Even though this life has blocked those memories, they will return with the reading of the runes in the journal and a simple ritual."
Stefan's body was coiled as tight as a spring, ready to pounce on the man behind the desk. He was beautifully tragic, my passionate lover and fierce protector. He wouldn't be willing to risk my happiness or his own. I placed my hand on his muscular forearm, feeling his tense body relax under the touch of my skin against his.
"You said I was a watcher for centuries? What does that mean?" I questioned. I finally felt comfortable enough to sit back in the chair and face Liev without feeling the urge to attack.
"Let me tell you what I know of you, Josephine. Garrett and I had many discussions about your genealogy. You are a daemon. Daemons are good or benevolent nature spirits, beings of the same nature as both mortals and gods, similar to ghosts, chthonic heroes, spirit guides, forces of nature or the gods themselves. Walter Burkert suggests that unlike the Judeo-Christian use of demon in a strictly malignant sense. This is where I disagree, but I digress. The general belief in spirits is not expressed by the term daimon until the 5th century when a doctor asserts that neurotic women and girls can be driven to suicide by imaginary apparitions or ‘evil daimones’. How far this is an expression of widespread popular superstition is not easy to judge… On the basis of Hesiod's myth, however, what did gain currency was for great and powerful figures to be honored after death as a daimo. Daimon is not so much type of quasi-divine being, according to Burkert, but rather a non-personified “peculiar mode” of their activity." Liev took a deep breath and paged through the heavy text. "You are a Eudaemon. You…"
I sighed and raised my hand. My head was spinning from the overload of information he’d just spouted. "In layman's terms, Liev."
He pursed his lips and closed the book with a slam, rustling the papers on his desk. "You would be looked at like a guardian angel, a good spirit. And your mate," he glanced at Stefan briefly. "When he was human, he would have been afflicted with Eudaimonia, loosely translated into having an Eudaemon. He would have had a sense of well-being or happiness. In layman’s terms, I could compare what you are to the Roman concept of a genius who accompanies and protects a person or presides over a place."
"Continue." Stefan made a rolling gesture with his fingers. He was still lunging towards the vampire behind the desk. I could hear the faint, rumbling growl in his chest.
Liev's full, expressive lips broke into a smile. "He's a bossy one. You have your hands full with him."
I snorted and rolled my eyes. "Yes. And let’s not poke the beast. I’m sure if you asked him, he would say the same about me. Please, Liev. Can you tell us more?"
He swiveled in his chair, the metal of the chair creaking like fingernails down a chalkboard. "The Hellenistic Greeks divided daemons into good and evil categories: agathodaimMn 'noble spirit', from agathós 'good, brave, noble, moral, lucky, useful', and kakódaimMn 'malevolent spirit', from kakós 'bad, evil'. They resemble the jinn of Arab Folklore and in their humble efforts to help mediate the good and ill fortunes of human life, they resemble the Judeo-Christian guardian angel and adversarial demon respectively." His fingers tented again and he glanced longingly at the journal in my hands again. "As I stated, you are a Eudaemon. The word eudaemon in Greek means having a good attendant spirit, happy. It is constructed by the prefix eu, which means "well" or "good", plus the suffix daemon, which is divinity, spirit, divine power, fate, or god. Also daemon is the Greek derivative for the term demon, in which case "demon" means "replete with knowledge". In Greek Mythology you were a type of daemon or genius, which in turn was a kind of spirit. As I explained earlier, a Eudaemon was regarded as a good spirit or angel, and the evil Cacodaemon was its opposing spirit. Without doing an incantation, I'm going to make the broad assumption that you were able to take on a human like form for Stefan while he was human. It was likely you were romantically, if not sexually involved then."
Sitting expressionless, I refused to either confirm or deny his assumption. It wasn’t until I felt Stefan’s gentle push through the bond that I began to relent.
Stefan's fingers laced with my own. "Tell him, vackra."
"I have one strong memory. During a dream like state, I met my deceased mother. She took me to the past to see so I could remember. It's confusing." I rubbed my temple with my free hand.
Liev's eyes sparkled and he leaned forward, as if anxious for new information. "Please. If you don’t mind, I’d like to hear your memory."
Closing my eyes, I recited the dream. "It was after the explosion. Our bond was severed and I wasn't sure if Stefan was alive or dead." I swallowed against the lump in my throat. "I fell asleep and my mother took me back to see Stefan as a human. I heard him cry out for me ‘Skjarr kvikindi. Hitta minn hlið síða. Elskaminn, dveljask innan minn fold. Fá minn lífdagar, fagr víf’. He wanted to die to be with me then. And then I saw myself. We were happy. We were in love"
Liev’s voice came out as a whisper. "What did he say? I do not know Old Norse."
Smiling bitterly, I translated his words. “’Shy creature, come to my side. Love me, stay within my world. Take my life, beautiful woman’.”
He nodded and glanced between Stefan and myself. Stefan’s eyes were fixed on the floor, his mind frantically searching for the human memory. He was growing increasingly frustrated that he couldn't remember his human life.
"May I see the journal?" Liev asked gently.
Extending the journal to him with a shaky hand, I abandoned my chair and moved to curl up on Stefan's lap. My fingers fanned through the golden silk of his hair, my lips brushing over the length of his neck.
Liev was silent as he poured over the journal. Several times he blurred to the bookshelves, pulling texts and paging through them for the answer he was seeking. He would then scribble on a note pad, his fingers streaking across the page.
"I love you, Stefan. No matter what happens, we are supposed to be together." I reassured him, inhaling the unique smell of him. He always smelled like woodsy sandalwood and the ocean. "We loved each other then. We love each other now."
He stared down into my eyes, the harshness of his cerulean eyes softening as he stared into mine. "I know. I am not worried about this." He tapped my chest with his fingertips. "I am worried about what will happen here." His fingers moved to my temple.
Liev's voice broke into our silent communication. "I can translate if you are ready."
