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So, this is her form of torture?Two can play that game, baby girl. “Maybe I was avoiding you.” I take a step toward her. “What are we going to do about that?” She swallows then lowers her hand off the doorframe, backing into her apartment as she bites her lip once more. If that wasn’t an invitation, then I don’t know what is.
I stalk forward as a sharp inhale escapes between her parted lips. And as she backs up further, her breasts rise and fall with each erratic breath. I kick the door closed, locking it from behind me just as she hits the wall behind her. I take my time reaching her, relishing in the sweet taste of desire within her gaze like a man who’s about to enjoy his last meal on earth.
When she’s finally within my grasp, I cage her in, planting a hand on each side of her head. “Do you forgive me now? Because I’m really,reallysorry.” She pants, heavy and loud, her eyes glossing over. She’s so sexy all turned on like this.
I lower my hand, fingers tracing the skin of her arm. She drops her eyes, following the soft caress of my touch before I reach her hand and enlace it with mine. “Damian…” Her hot breath fans across my lips and I pull in a little closer, pressing my hard body into her soft one.
“Am I hurting you?” I whisper against her lips. My hunger is so strong, I completely forgot she was just hurt. In this moment, I exist solely for her. I’d do anything, even give her my bleeding heart if she asked.
She looks up at me as she squeezes my hand and shakes her head. “You’ll never hurt me.” And right then all I want is a taste of her lips, to devour her until all she feels is what we could be together.
I move in closer now, deepening our connection until her erect nipples strain across my chest. I don’t know how much more I can take. I didn’t even come here for this, but this is what she does to me.
She makes me irrational, filling me with passion I’ve never known. She’s an ember flame just waiting to engulf me. I don’t know when it happened or how, but the inferno is nearing, closing in around me until I beg to burn.
But no matter how much I need her or how badly I want to overcome my past, she’s still with that piece of shit. The thought consumes me.
“Lilah...I’m so close to ripping those goddamn little shorts off and fucking you right up against this wall. But I can’t. You're not mine. You’re still his.”
She draws in a stuttered gasp and bites that lip again. I trace it with my thumb, unable to resist, before I tug it free, nearing my breaking point.
“Go sit on the couch. We need to talk.” I leave the heat of her body and she scurries toward the sofa. Rubbing my face in frustration, I follow her and sit on the opposite side. I can’t be near her right now, not if I intend for us to talk. But she doesn’t seem to care about how much her proximity unhinges me because she moves in closer, until our legs are almost touching.
“You’re wrong you know.” My brows arch in question.
“You may not be mine, but I’m yours. I have been from the moment you held me close and danced with me.” She intertwines our fingers, weaving them together and it’s as though our hearts are intertwined the same.
“And maybe it doesn’t make any sense because we just met, but it feels as though I’ve known you my entire life. If things were different, I’d choose you. I’m not his. Not in the way it matters.” I cup her face, needing to touch her everywhere. Her lips continue to move and I cling to every word like a dying man needs air.
“I need you to know you’re the one I think about. You’re the one I dream about. You’re the one, Damian. You’re the one.”
I can’t speak, feeling the power of her words resound deep within the chambers of my heart. I clamp my fist to suppress the need to show her how much I belong to her too. But maybe it’s time she knew just how much I really need her. Maybe it’s what she needs to know she’s not alone.
I release my fist, grab her by the waist, and crush her body on top of mine. I grind my length in between her thighs. “Do you feel that?”
“Yes,” she cries out. “You feel so good.” Her moan has me thrusting harder. She whimpers, louder this time and I don’t want to stop.
I’m barely capable of holding on, but I need her to feel what I feel. “It only ever gets this hard for you.”
“Damian…” My name’s just another moan, torturing me.
“I’m not done, baby.” I take her soft hand in mine and place it over my chest. “And my heart? It hasn’t been alive for anyone until I saw you for the first time.” My gaze pierces through the mist forming in her eyes.
“I feel like I know you too, yet I feel like I don’t know enough, and I want to know everything. So please don’t tell me you can’t leave him because it’ll kill me.” I grab the back of her head, my fingers digging into her scalp as she looks at me, a chaotic maelstrom of desire and anguish swirling in the depth of her gaze. “I’d walk away if he treated you like you should be, but he treats you like trash. Don’t stay with someone who hurts you.”
I bring her closer, until her hot breath feathers across my lips. “I want to help you. I want to protect you. All you have to do—is let me.” I slam her mouth into mine and make love to her lips with ferocious brutality. She’s a drug I didn’t know I needed, and now that I’ve had a taste, there’s no way I could give her up.
Her hips rock back and forth against my cock as her hands slide into my hair. I nip at her lower lip and thrust harder and faster. I can’t stop. I don’t ever want to.
She opens her sensuous mouth, allowing my tongue to penetrate her with deep, punishing strokes. Sucking on her tongue, I fuse my fingers in her long, luscious hair, bringing her closer. Biting and kissing, my lips devour the skin along her jaw.
My mouth slides down the curve of her neck, tasting every inch of skin. I crave to consume her; the need is stealing every breath within me. So, this is how it feels to truly want a woman. There’s no way I can live without her now.
Her hips press harder into my cock and I’m so close to giving us both what we want. “Damian—I need you. Fuck me.”
Oh damn, I can’t do this. I grab her hips and ease her off me. It’d be so easy to pretend this is okay but none of it is.
I take deep, calming breaths, and turn to face her. “The only way I’ll ever fuck you is when you’re all mine. I won’t share you. Ever.” She drops her head into her hands. “This thing between us is real. You’re the first woman I’ve ever cared for or ever wanted this badly.”
