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“Youlie, Elsie. Every single one of your interactions is a lie.” He crosses his arms and looms. We’re supposed to be on a tour of the department. I feel like he’s taking a tour ofme. “Is this what you do with Greg, too? Youcode-switcha conjured, nonexistent persona he fell in love with?”
“No.” Jesus. Greg needs to get his ass back from yoga camp as stat as possible.
“Are you doing it with me, too?” His scowl deepens.
“What? No!”I can’t even read you!
“Are you turning yourself into whatIwant? Is that why whenever I’m with you, I...” His voice trails off, or maybe it doesn’t. Maybe I’ve just reached critical mass.
I’m dizzy. My heart’s a drum in my ears. There’s a single dropletof cold sweat running down my spine, and I’m sure, absolutely positive that fighting with Jack has burned the last of my glucose molecules.
My blood is 0 percent sugar. Fun.
“Elsie?”
Vision’s blurry. Where’s the wall? I gotta lean against the—
“Elsie?” Hands. Muscles. Bones. Warmth. I’m pressed against something and—“Elsie, what the hell is going on?”
“Sugar.” So nice, not having to stand anymore. I feelsolight. “Fast-acting carbs. Juice or soda or... candy. Can you...?” There’s warm, smooth skin under my palm. Then I’m deposited on top of the desk—my desk—my future desk—God, I really hope I get this job—I’ll put that Bill Nye figurine I like to pretend J.J. didn’t give me by the computer—my Alice and Bella Funko Pops on the cabinet—a plant on the windowsill—something vicious and carnivorous—a Venus flytrap, maybe—I’ll feed Jack’s cactus to her—I’ll feedJackto her—
“Here.”
My eyes flutter open. I suspect Jack was gone for a peaceful moment, but now he’s back. To witness my misery. Like those arsonists who return to the crime scene to masturbate—
“Elsie. Take it.”
There’s a bottle in front of my nose, full of a dark liquid. I pry it from his hand and take several long gulps. Instant bliss.
Well, not instant. Not bliss, either. It takes a few minutes for my blood sugar to stabilize. Even then, I still feel like a cadaver. A bad one that you get when you’re in med school and show up late for anatomy lab.
Should I drink more? I check my glucose level on the iTwat—shit, my pod malfunctionedagain. Delivered too much. Bloodsugar’s under seventy milligrams. I’ll take two more sips, then wait two minutes, then—
“You have diabetes.”
I look up. Oh, right. Jack’s still here. Watching me with a half-hawkish, entirely concerned expression. Taking up most of my future office in that visceral, present way of his. I need to get going with that Venus flytrap purchase.
“Mm-hmm.”
“Type 1?”
I nod.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
I take another sip of my soda—which, I’m slowly realizing, isnotCoke—and laugh. “Why would I tell you? So you can slip Werther’s Original in my tea?”
“Funny you mention that.” He doesn’t seem to be having fun. “Since I’ve met you exactly five times so far, and during two of those you suffered from some diabetes-related complication that required my help.”
“Eight more and I get a free sub?”
He snorts a laugh. “With this level of self-sabotaging, you don’t need outside help.”
I evil-eye him half-heartedly, too tired to bicker. “The only two times I’ve had glycemic attacks in the last year were in your presence. Maybe your superpower is making my pod malfunction.”
“You need to tell Monica.”
“Monica’s not going to like me any less because I have diabetes.” I think?
